Saturday, June 6, 2009

fuck im so sad.

theo's leaving.
andrew's gonna be gone too.
edward's not gonna be around anymore.
the seniors on the team, that's surprisingly become close to me, are graduating.
and thats only the beginning of my list.

imma miss theo.
alot.
i dont even know why i feel like shit right now.
fck.


lakers game 2 tomorrow.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

spring break- THURS& FRI

THURSDAY:
had an unexpected doctors appointment.
so they checked my weight and height.
5'5 125 lbs.
okkkkk.
and i got a shot on my right arm.
okkkkk.
then i had to get a blood test.
okkkk!
first she took it from my left arm and apparently she did it wrong...
OKKKK!
SO SHE GRABS MY RIGHT ARM AAND TAKES MORE BLOOD FROM IT!
haha stupid lady.
went to rowland and got some good practice in with the guys!
hopefully they take my words of advice into consideration.
when they followed instructions, they played better!
we'll seeeeee.

walnut at home next tuesday!
wilson away next thursday!
EVERYONE COME SUPPORT THE WALNUT GAME PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE.
we need this win for first place, and we cant do it without any support!



FRIDAY:
ate a chocolate cake for bfast :]
went on comp, fixed comp thanks to wesley and nick!
wooohoo!
theeeeeen at 2 drove to rowland, got there at 2 30!
ran, practiced til 5:30?
or 6?
the guys have been planning on going to souplantation afterwards.
and i convinced my mom to lemme go!
and my sis went too -_-
haha woooo, so we ate and ate.
omggggg the salad, the chili with cheese and bacon bits, the strawberry lemonade, the pizza, the BLUEBERRY MUFFINS AND THE BROWNIES.
YUM.
i had thirds and fourths.
haha
coulda had more,and coulda lasted longer BUT..
before 8, tim's dad comes to pick him and phillip up.
and their church is close to my area so me and my sister came along.
and i thought it was a good idea cos christy's been making me go!
so i sat in tim's car and i had to sit with his little sister and christy's little sister.
MAN THEY ATTACK ANYONE!
haha oh well
got there at 8:30 and GUESS WHAT..
christy wasnt even there!
so their little group started bible study.
talked, and sang songs first.
it was really chill.
christy didnt come until 9 15ish..
in the middle of some songs being sung!
haha and it was dark so idk if she saw me.
but i bet she did.
haha and at 9 45 i had to go!\
said bye to the guys, and tapped christy's head.
tim walked us out to my moms car.
aaaaaand we went home!

what a good friday!
christy was mad cos she didnt get to "meet" me haha.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

springbreak- tues& wed

TUESDAY:
woke up and showered.
went to go eat bfast.
went to play tennis.
went to costco.
went to cerritos.
played tennis.
im pretty happy with the way im playing right now.
hope it stays this way for the next week or two.
BIG GAMES NEXT WEEK.
HOME VS WALNUT ON TUES
@ WILSON ON THURS.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE. whoeevr is reading this PLEASE come support our home game vs walnut.
its a huge game.
whats at stake?
1st place in league.


WEDNESDAY:
my baby sister's 5th birthday!
marie's bday.
woke up at 7!
thanks to jamie's phonecall.
left at 8 to go to rowland.
saw coach stephanie!
picked up jamie.
jamie's mom comes to pick u up.
we go to jamie's house so he can take a crap and shower!
i played medal of honor on his ps2.
pretty fun!
haha.
uhhh.
then before 10, we head out to pick up christine and joy.
tim and kelvin keeps texting/calling us to ask where we were.
then we went on our way to knotts!
met tim and kelvin there...
went on ghost rider and silver bullet first!
soooo fun.
went on some other EXTREME RIDES.
like the LA REVOLUCION.
joy and christine were sitting across from us and they were totally thrilled to see my dance moves as we're twirling and flying in the air.
haha its so funny to see them both super scared.
kelvin and jamie smelled my fart and they made a HUGE commotion, and the guys who ran the rides was like WHO FARTED?! GET OFF MY RIDE!
way to put me on blast infront of 30 people guys!
theeeeen more rides.
then we went to eat lunch at johnny rockets.
i ordered.. the st. louis burger with fries and an oreo shake.
tim, kelvin, jamie and i shared a rootbeer!
the guys shared a chili cheese fries and the bill :]
cost like... 90 bucks or something.
so we've decided to have the girls pay for dinnner >:]
so we went on some more rides!
came to discover that xcelerator shut down due to technical difficulties, so we headed on to boomerang.
so we got on some rides for the second time, and other rides.
at 4, it opens up again and we're the first couple of people to notice so we rushed through!
BUT i just had a strawberry funnel cake and i wasnt feeeling it, so i sat out and joy and christine accompanied me :]
when the guys got off i decided that i was ready!
and indeed i was! omfg it felt so good to fly through the ride, especially with hands up all the way!
i made christine hold up her hands but she didnt wanna so i grabbed her arm while my hands were up.
she failed to raise the other one -_-
then before we left, we got on ghost rider!
i saw monica there :O
she introduced me to her dad.
haha i havent seen her in.. a year?
wooooow.
HMMMM then it was SHOWTIME ONCE AGAIN!
hands up all the way through!
and this time christine did it!
haha woot woot.
then i went to buy a stuffed toy for my baby sis and we headed out to TGIF for dinner.
i had to eat a packet of sugar cos of this one game -_- aaaaand a bowl of broccoli cheese soup.
YUM.
andandand strawberry lemonade!
although the girls had to pay, all the guys still pitched in like 5 bucks each so the bill cost like 80 bucks or something?
afterwards, talking, laughs, picture-taking outside until kelvin's and tim's rides came.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HOME BY 9, but lets just say that jamie's mom got lost -_-
so we waited in front of knottt's for another hour and a half or something.
so we just talked and stuff.
theeeeeen jamie's mom came, rushed joy and christine to joy's house, and rushed me home.
haha WHAT A DAY.
got home at like.. 10:30? ish?
wooooo

Monday, April 13, 2009

i am fucking tired

of hearing so much shit.
people are fucking wrong.
how the fck can you say things about someone you dont really know?
how the fuck can you think things about someone you havent really talked to/met?
why the fuck would you tell all this crap about someone to a bunch of people?
why the fuck do you have to say those things to make that someone feel like shit about himself?
why the fuck would you make people think all sorts of things about someone?
doesnt it fucking occur to you that someone's getting hurt and insulted?
how the fuck can you let things like that spread?
how the fuck can you live with the thought of ruining someone's life in mind?
how the fuck do you not know that doing/saying all this shit is ruining that someone's life
what the fuck do people expect for that someone to do after feeling so hopeless?
how the fuck do you deal with this?
what you're doing is fucking sad.
and most of the time, the person doesnt deserve it.
and you fucking sit there and stare at his downfall.

sick and tired of it.
and in the end, everybody'll see him differently.
thanks to all.

by the time it comes to everyones realization that they've broken someones confidence, hope, optimism and any fucking reason to think that he's worth anyone's time, including himself, it'd be too fucking late.
but in fucking reality, whos really gonna realize that?
whos gonna know?


in reality, people say its down to looking only to yourself for help.
but thats what im scared of.
im scared to be alone.
i know what i want.
and its you.
and nobody fucking knows it.
cos if they did, they wouldnt say shit.
its fucking sad how you cant even stand up for yourself anymore.
and you expect for someone to hold your hand and tell you theyre there for you.
just plain dumb and weak, marcelo.
fucking stupid

fucking shit.

spring break- monday

going to legoland.
haha D:

jamie, go to albertsons and find out whether those $20 off coupons for knotts are legit.
haha

idk what time i'll be home.
soooo..
yup!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

yay for lillian

and alex.
and we didnt walk in lillian's class.
we RUSHED in.
haha
maaaaan wtf.
im not in the pic!
>:o

success for alex




marcelo was supposed to be the question mark.. but we were in a hurry to take the picture since it was last minute.. sorry marcelo. you should have been in the pic no doubt =/.

to whoever sees this. imagine marcelos hot body with a "?" on it. so sexy.

but successs to alex. we were stuck on colima at like 250ish then rushed to school and changed with like 3 minutes to spare. then walked in ludlams room and gave lillian her stuff.