i am fucking tired

of hearing so much shit.
people are fucking wrong.
how the fck can you say things about someone you dont really know?
how the fuck can you think things about someone you havent really talked to/met?
why the fuck would you tell all this crap about someone to a bunch of people?
why the fuck do you have to say those things to make that someone feel like shit about himself?
why the fuck would you make people think all sorts of things about someone?
doesnt it fucking occur to you that someone's getting hurt and insulted?
how the fuck can you let things like that spread?
how the fuck can you live with the thought of ruining someone's life in mind?
how the fuck do you not know that doing/saying all this shit is ruining that someone's life
what the fuck do people expect for that someone to do after feeling so hopeless?
how the fuck do you deal with this?
what you're doing is fucking sad.
and most of the time, the person doesnt deserve it.
and you fucking sit there and stare at his downfall.

sick and tired of it.
and in the end, everybody'll see him differently.
thanks to all.

by the time it comes to everyones realization that they've broken someones confidence, hope, optimism and any fucking reason to think that he's worth anyone's time, including himself, it'd be too fucking late.
but in fucking reality, whos really gonna realize that?
whos gonna know?


in reality, people say its down to looking only to yourself for help.
but thats what im scared of.
im scared to be alone.
i know what i want.
and its you.
and nobody fucking knows it.
cos if they did, they wouldnt say shit.
its fucking sad how you cant even stand up for yourself anymore.
and you expect for someone to hold your hand and tell you theyre there for you.
just plain dumb and weak, marcelo.
fucking stupid

fucking shit.