Saturday, June 6, 2009

fuck im so sad.

theo's leaving.
andrew's gonna be gone too.
edward's not gonna be around anymore.
the seniors on the team, that's surprisingly become close to me, are graduating.
and thats only the beginning of my list.

imma miss theo.
alot.
i dont even know why i feel like shit right now.
fck.


lakers game 2 tomorrow.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

spring break- THURS& FRI

THURSDAY:
had an unexpected doctors appointment.
so they checked my weight and height.
5'5 125 lbs.
okkkkk.
and i got a shot on my right arm.
okkkkk.
then i had to get a blood test.
okkkk!
first she took it from my left arm and apparently she did it wrong...
OKKKK!
SO SHE GRABS MY RIGHT ARM AAND TAKES MORE BLOOD FROM IT!
haha stupid lady.
went to rowland and got some good practice in with the guys!
hopefully they take my words of advice into consideration.
when they followed instructions, they played better!
we'll seeeeee.

walnut at home next tuesday!
wilson away next thursday!
EVERYONE COME SUPPORT THE WALNUT GAME PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE.
we need this win for first place, and we cant do it without any support!



FRIDAY:
ate a chocolate cake for bfast :]
went on comp, fixed comp thanks to wesley and nick!
wooohoo!
theeeeeen at 2 drove to rowland, got there at 2 30!
ran, practiced til 5:30?
or 6?
the guys have been planning on going to souplantation afterwards.
and i convinced my mom to lemme go!
and my sis went too -_-
haha woooo, so we ate and ate.
omggggg the salad, the chili with cheese and bacon bits, the strawberry lemonade, the pizza, the BLUEBERRY MUFFINS AND THE BROWNIES.
YUM.
i had thirds and fourths.
haha
coulda had more,and coulda lasted longer BUT..
before 8, tim's dad comes to pick him and phillip up.
and their church is close to my area so me and my sister came along.
and i thought it was a good idea cos christy's been making me go!
so i sat in tim's car and i had to sit with his little sister and christy's little sister.
MAN THEY ATTACK ANYONE!
haha oh well
got there at 8:30 and GUESS WHAT..
christy wasnt even there!
so their little group started bible study.
talked, and sang songs first.
it was really chill.
christy didnt come until 9 15ish..
in the middle of some songs being sung!
haha and it was dark so idk if she saw me.
but i bet she did.
haha and at 9 45 i had to go!\
said bye to the guys, and tapped christy's head.
tim walked us out to my moms car.
aaaaaand we went home!

what a good friday!
christy was mad cos she didnt get to "meet" me haha.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

springbreak- tues& wed

TUESDAY:
woke up and showered.
went to go eat bfast.
went to play tennis.
went to costco.
went to cerritos.
played tennis.
im pretty happy with the way im playing right now.
hope it stays this way for the next week or two.
BIG GAMES NEXT WEEK.
HOME VS WALNUT ON TUES
@ WILSON ON THURS.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE. whoeevr is reading this PLEASE come support our home game vs walnut.
its a huge game.
whats at stake?
1st place in league.


WEDNESDAY:
my baby sister's 5th birthday!
marie's bday.
woke up at 7!
thanks to jamie's phonecall.
left at 8 to go to rowland.
saw coach stephanie!
picked up jamie.
jamie's mom comes to pick u up.
we go to jamie's house so he can take a crap and shower!
i played medal of honor on his ps2.
pretty fun!
haha.
uhhh.
then before 10, we head out to pick up christine and joy.
tim and kelvin keeps texting/calling us to ask where we were.
then we went on our way to knotts!
met tim and kelvin there...
went on ghost rider and silver bullet first!
soooo fun.
went on some other EXTREME RIDES.
like the LA REVOLUCION.
joy and christine were sitting across from us and they were totally thrilled to see my dance moves as we're twirling and flying in the air.
haha its so funny to see them both super scared.
kelvin and jamie smelled my fart and they made a HUGE commotion, and the guys who ran the rides was like WHO FARTED?! GET OFF MY RIDE!
way to put me on blast infront of 30 people guys!
theeeeen more rides.
then we went to eat lunch at johnny rockets.
i ordered.. the st. louis burger with fries and an oreo shake.
tim, kelvin, jamie and i shared a rootbeer!
the guys shared a chili cheese fries and the bill :]
cost like... 90 bucks or something.
so we've decided to have the girls pay for dinnner >:]
so we went on some more rides!
came to discover that xcelerator shut down due to technical difficulties, so we headed on to boomerang.
so we got on some rides for the second time, and other rides.
at 4, it opens up again and we're the first couple of people to notice so we rushed through!
BUT i just had a strawberry funnel cake and i wasnt feeeling it, so i sat out and joy and christine accompanied me :]
when the guys got off i decided that i was ready!
and indeed i was! omfg it felt so good to fly through the ride, especially with hands up all the way!
i made christine hold up her hands but she didnt wanna so i grabbed her arm while my hands were up.
she failed to raise the other one -_-
then before we left, we got on ghost rider!
i saw monica there :O
she introduced me to her dad.
haha i havent seen her in.. a year?
wooooow.
HMMMM then it was SHOWTIME ONCE AGAIN!
hands up all the way through!
and this time christine did it!
haha woot woot.
then i went to buy a stuffed toy for my baby sis and we headed out to TGIF for dinner.
i had to eat a packet of sugar cos of this one game -_- aaaaand a bowl of broccoli cheese soup.
YUM.
andandand strawberry lemonade!
although the girls had to pay, all the guys still pitched in like 5 bucks each so the bill cost like 80 bucks or something?
afterwards, talking, laughs, picture-taking outside until kelvin's and tim's rides came.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HOME BY 9, but lets just say that jamie's mom got lost -_-
so we waited in front of knottt's for another hour and a half or something.
so we just talked and stuff.
theeeeeen jamie's mom came, rushed joy and christine to joy's house, and rushed me home.
haha WHAT A DAY.
got home at like.. 10:30? ish?
wooooo

Monday, April 13, 2009

i am fucking tired

of hearing so much shit.
people are fucking wrong.
how the fck can you say things about someone you dont really know?
how the fuck can you think things about someone you havent really talked to/met?
why the fuck would you tell all this crap about someone to a bunch of people?
why the fuck do you have to say those things to make that someone feel like shit about himself?
why the fuck would you make people think all sorts of things about someone?
doesnt it fucking occur to you that someone's getting hurt and insulted?
how the fuck can you let things like that spread?
how the fuck can you live with the thought of ruining someone's life in mind?
how the fuck do you not know that doing/saying all this shit is ruining that someone's life
what the fuck do people expect for that someone to do after feeling so hopeless?
how the fuck do you deal with this?
what you're doing is fucking sad.
and most of the time, the person doesnt deserve it.
and you fucking sit there and stare at his downfall.

sick and tired of it.
and in the end, everybody'll see him differently.
thanks to all.

by the time it comes to everyones realization that they've broken someones confidence, hope, optimism and any fucking reason to think that he's worth anyone's time, including himself, it'd be too fucking late.
but in fucking reality, whos really gonna realize that?
whos gonna know?


in reality, people say its down to looking only to yourself for help.
but thats what im scared of.
im scared to be alone.
i know what i want.
and its you.
and nobody fucking knows it.
cos if they did, they wouldnt say shit.
its fucking sad how you cant even stand up for yourself anymore.
and you expect for someone to hold your hand and tell you theyre there for you.
just plain dumb and weak, marcelo.
fucking stupid

fucking shit.

spring break- monday

going to legoland.
haha D:

jamie, go to albertsons and find out whether those $20 off coupons for knotts are legit.
haha

idk what time i'll be home.
soooo..
yup!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

yay for lillian

and alex.
and we didnt walk in lillian's class.
we RUSHED in.
haha
maaaaan wtf.
im not in the pic!
>:o

success for alex




marcelo was supposed to be the question mark.. but we were in a hurry to take the picture since it was last minute.. sorry marcelo. you should have been in the pic no doubt =/.

to whoever sees this. imagine marcelos hot body with a "?" on it. so sexy.

but successs to alex. we were stuck on colima at like 250ish then rushed to school and changed with like 3 minutes to spare. then walked in ludlams room and gave lillian her stuff.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

ayala

tomorrow.
home game.
instead of home game :[
no gabby. LOOOOL!
no tiffany.

sigh.
how gay!
i was looking forward to it too.

nice to see you today 4 eyes.
and the lito girl who sounds like crying/bawling when she laughs.
oh man.

tryna go 32-1 by tomorrow.
wooooop.
lets go!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

travel agent

project for spanish.
i should be working on it.
or finishing it.
buuuuuut wtf.
im so lazy.
i just wanna go hide in your closet right now.
haha.
giiiiiiit suuuum and then suuuuum.


GAHD SOMEONE DO IT FOR ME.
IM A TRAVEL AGENT FOR CUBA.
FIND ME A RESTAURANT, A PARK, A HOTEL AND A FRKN MALL OR SHOPPING PLACE TO GO TO IN CUBA.
and yeah.
bahaha

good morning

to everyone!


i woke up and i found it hard to turn my head to the left.
haha its locked..
and its connected to my left shouler and upper left back.
ouch.
i cant move as well haha
and it fcking hurts like a bitch.
i tried soaking it with hot water while i was showering.
took 45 min until all the hot water was gone.
and now im using those hot compress pads.

ahhhh

Friday, April 3, 2009

kobe

hits 2 3's in a row.
up 87-76 now.
hahahaha
GAAAAAME OVER.
M.M.M. MMMMMMM

lets go lakers

up 67-62 entering the 4th quarter vs houston rockets!
letssss goooo

its sadies night tonight.
and i am home!
wooooo. so bored though. kinda!
i want frozen yogurt..
mango flavored with mochie and little brownie crumbs and bananas on the top :]
yuuuuum.
im drinking strawberry watermelon fuze.
it doesnt taste so goood.. maybe its cos its low calorie or something..
haha

ahhh good to get my english presentation over with.
now i gotta write my ish for the spanish project THAT WAS POSTPONED THANKS TO AILEEN NOT COMING TO SCHOOL TODAY TO SAVE THE WHOLE GROUP!
hahaaaaa.
damn.
so much work.


so we went 3-0 this week.
won vs south hills, wilson and west covina.
and now we are 8-1 and 3-1 in league.
stilll gotta catch up to walnut.
its looking alright, but we can do better.
looking forward to an asssswhooopin on nogales and a pretty good game vs ayala.
i just need to step up and stay on the level of play and spread the energy throughout the team.
gooooin for my win number 32 by the end of next week!

whoop now its 73-68 with 9 minutes to play.

so after i ate dinner, i ate a mini hersheys fun sized bar.
and it was the last one.
did not fill me up -__-
lame.
someone buy me chocolates.
someone bake me cookies or brownies.
someone bring me frozen yogurt :]

ahhh i want to get that new phone.
i cant wait.
end of apr/early may?
hopefullllyyyyy.
neeeda hustle for the dough, though.
hahahaaaaaaa

M. M. M. although shes giving me the t's
even after the whole semi-confession, unleashing parts of my thoughts and feeelings!
how rude.
but i really would.
like no matter how crazy it might sound.
i waaaanna do it.
for the first time ever, i prefer running the distance than running the sprint.
haha looooooosah.

OH FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFETIME THAT I FORGOT TO BRING MY PHONE.
i felt so fcking naked!
speaking of naked, next week!
alex's plan with me and jamie along with a couple of other guys :]
hahaha
i needa get on those crunches!
aaaaaaah.

you know, i've reached a point in my EARLY manhood that every single day is a battle to keep my "giiiiiiit sum" mindset in check haha.
jeeeeeez.


75-71 with 7 min left.
uh oh.

talk to me!

Monday, March 30, 2009

rowland raiders

varsity tennis team
(6-1)

marcelo bautista
(20-1)


i've got my eyes on it.
2 weeks.
lets go.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

i wanna sleep soon

i needa sleep soon.
but im waiting for someone to press enter.



i miss blockles

i wanna sleep soon

i needa sleep soon.
but im waiting for someone to press enter.



i miss blockles

now im

feeling really GAAAAAAHD freaking paranoid.

im posting bulletins like i've never postem them ever before.

GAHD WHY THE HECK WOULD I SAY THAT?
jhkgsdlovekjhdfkglgd?

okay no

im not only thinking that im stupid.
i know im stupid.
and i feel stupid.

HA.
ah whut the.
maaaaaan
way to go marcelo.
pat pat.

have you ever felt

as if you're starting to sound really stupid?



yup im getting that feeling right now.
but i know what im talking about.

ah.
hmmmm

shouldnt have said anything haha.

week of march 30

monday @ south hills
tuesday vs wilson
thursday @ west covina

lets go 3-0 this week guys; from 5-1 to 8-1.

i wanna bump my singles record from 17-1 to 26-1 by the end of this week.
lets goooo
come support!

Friday, March 27, 2009

hungry

for the next time.
lost to walnut.
lost our undefeated season.
lost my individual undefeated record.
but havent lost the fire, the spark, the will to win.

i'll have to get back to my old self.
whatever happened to the marcelo who thought he was the shit at everything?
it WAS bad to be like that but now not much or not enough confidence run through me -_-
but heck he used to think he dominated in alot of things! and the mindset really helped.
in the mean time, im sure it'll come back as long as i work hard.. no scratch that, if i work hardER.
and just hope everyone comes along with me.
i can push so much, but yeah.
i actually wanna work on it too.
never in my life do i give up especially while being part of a team.
it's actually a team sport built on INDIVIDUAL effort.
so its harder.
i have to play well and at the same time make sure everyone else does.
but it doesnt seen like i have to keep reminding anyone that we're dealing with business.
3 weeks.
lets go.

theres something i gotta say to yooou,
but im so afraid of what you'll do.
i'll just admit this to you now..

haha.
HMMMM.


lovelovelove.
felt it once.
been through it.
really noooooow.
aaaaah
haha hmmMmMmMmMmMMMmmm.

what else am i hungry for?
the future.
good grades.
you.


Thursday, March 26, 2009





today went to guppy house since its early day. then come back to school and coach stephanie brings two big pots of pasta. maan oh man

-jamie fang

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

1st place

1st place today for 100m breaststroke against wilson yeaah



watch it and love it
band of brothers <3
man these guys have guts.. i'd probaly be crapping in my pants if i was in there at that time

-jamie fang

couple things i wanna say to people

i'll just number them and write my thoughts down. couple of them might be for the same person. find what i've got to say to you.

1. i feel like you used me. somehow. but i dont know why.
2. i caaaannot believe you just feel like this. im sorry.
3. you need to take this opportunity as a chance to build on your weaknesses. you're still one of us.
4. you need to communicate. you're the captain of your ship and you need to take charge.
5. i just think that you need to stop criticizing people for every little thing they do. it's different when its continuously done wrong and if it's one simple mistake. you're starting to sound like a broken record and it's getting irritating. just cool down.
6. you are a very goood friend and i think you should really go for what you truly want. it's time to take a hold of yourself and take that one step forward whether or not there is something in the way.
7. im glad we're good.
8. you dont know how much i've been thinking about you. you dont know how much im willing to do just so things will get back on track. but honestly, things take time before it unfolds and im running a marathon. im not being impatient anymore.
9. i shuld have given it to you when you asked for it. now i dont know how the heck imma give it to you -_-
10. you need to stop thinking so weak and useless. you've improved and gotten alot beter in all aspects. now all you gotta do is ride that confidence and cruise through the waves.
11. you need to take things seriously. we can lose it all in a heartbeat thanks to you.
12. you have lots of things to clear up to me. i gave you attention and my time to help you sort things out. but now you've turned your head the other way. thanks.
13. day 1 you're cute. day 2 you're ugly. you're trying too much and everyone sees it. be what you are, not what you're not.
14. yooooooou. get in shape you lard-eating fatass.
15. you're getting comfortable with me. thats cooo.
16. please take what i say into consideration and think of all the consequences it might cause in the near or distant future. im just being protective of you. but i trust and support your decisions.
17. keep up the outstanding effort. we need that energy. makes my job alot easier.
18. i dont look for the initiative from you anymore. yet, it's really easy for me to think that you're just whatevers about it. i say im fine, but its making me sad. but im getting better with letting my other emotions take over and let my mind ride on other thoughts. but dont think i dont notice it. i want you to prove yourself to me. but im not gonna ask. i want you to speak to me. but im not gonna bring it up. take your time. or attend to your own work and more important things to be taken care of.
19. i see you around and i wanna say hi like the old days. but something in me holds the words back and forces me to ignore you. i guess thats what happens when you've done what you did and have said what you said. im sure i've already proven myself to you. but you've just got too many faces. im sorry if you blame me for all the mess. i miss you though.



96 days have passed.
and i look back and look on forward and i see what's in store.
this is what i want, but im not gonna be so quick with anything.
i just wanna work on things one point at a time.
96 days...
countless more to go.


walnut tomorrow.
come support.

Monday, March 23, 2009

things arent feeling right

but why would i overthink.


but then im usually right when i get this feeling?

who knoooows.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

LOL

i thought i'd share this with you.
this morning i was munching on apple pie from mcdees while i was listening to my ipod. and so i finished so i went to go throw the box away in those HUGE trashcans. i had a napkin on my right hand the box and the ipod on the left. i opened the lid open with my right hand with the napkin. and threw the box in with my left. i relazed that the music stopped playing and i loooked at my hand and my ipod was gone! i looked in the trashcan to find my ipod sitting on top of trash. yuck. i had to grab a chair to stand on to get it -_- the chair wasnt stable enough and i lost my footing which caused me to ALMOST fall in!
haha fml?

proud

to have been part of the first ever tournament that the rowland varsity tennis have entered.
although we coulda been in more -_-
the school just fails to recognize their best sport.
but yes, we're the only sport besides waterpolo to even reach the semifinals of CIF and even the finals.
oh waaaaaaaill.
im still proud of my teammates and how well we performed in the First Serve Tournament.
im proud to see us compete toe to toe against teams in higher, and better divisions as we are.

it was a good experience.
although it was sooo frkn far away.. west torrance -_-
i believe we got 4th place out of 8 teams.
which was a fluke cos i think we coulda done better IF I DIDNT FAIL TO SHOW UP FOR THE 3RD ROUND.
sorry guys haha.
but i see the hunger and the energy that we truly need this year, given that we are going through a total reformation.
but i guess we'll do fine.
i know we'll do fine.
feeeeeling it all fall back in place.


tues vs south hills - home
thurs vs WALNUT- away
two of the biggest league games.
come support!

i need a haircut since my dad will most likely not cut my hair anymore since we are in a feud.
frkn stupid haha. who currrrs
i wannaaaa play tennis. FOR ONCE haha!
and i wanna play ball toooooo.
i need to do all the sit ups and push ups and what nots for alex<3
i need to get back in tune/ the definition so i'll look good in the speedos.
i like this type of weather. kinda cloudy. NO wind. kinda cold. sun coming out once in a while. NO RAIN.
i wannna giiiiiiiit suuuuuuuum.
HAHA.
m. m. m.
yum.

Friday, March 20, 2009

season

starts on monday.
tomorrow we have a tournament at west torrance high school.
we will be playing a 4 team round robin format.
meaning we play all 3 teams.
there are 2 groups, A and B.
top teams from each group play for the championship.
unfortunately i only have time to stay to play 2 schools out of 3 cos i have my own tournament at claremont.
1-2 hours drive apart -___-
but if we get into finals, i'll try to make it back.
we'll see.
wish us luck.

LEAGUE MATCHES.
south hills @ home next tues
@ walnut next thurs

big games.
please come and support!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

17-1

vs los altos.
total pulverization
hahaha.
tomorrow home vs fullerton
D2 team.
tall ass mothafuckaaaaas.
lets goooo.

we have a date with south hills next tuesday
and walnut next thurs.


WE NEED TO GET THE MINDSET THAT EVERYTIME WE GO OUT THERE TO PLAY, WE'RE PLAYING AGAINST WALNUT. WE SHOULD ALWAYS BE OUT THERE TO PROVE TO THEM THAT THEYRE NOT GONNA PUSH US AROUND CONSIDERING THE SQUAD WE HAVE RIGHT NOW. I KNOW WE CAN DO IT. BUT THE QUESTION LIES WITHIN YOURSELF. DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE CAPABLE OF HANDLING WALNUT SOME BEATING? PLAY WITH AGGRESSION AND CONFIDENCE AND WE'LL BE UNSTOPPABLE. HONESTLY, WE'VE GOT THE ENERGY, NOW WE NEED TO FEED OFF OF IT AND PRODUCE.

WE WANT THIS MORE THAN THEY WANT THIS. THATS WHY WE'LL PREVAIL.
TELL EM WHO WE ARE.


work it work it.
thanks to erika for reminding me to blog i guess -_-
HAHA

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

amazing

energy out there vs arroyo.
coming from being down 2-4 after the first rotation then to leading 7-5 after the second and finally winning 12-6 in the end.
good overall effort to grind this one out.
although things coulda been alot easier.
thanks to everyone for supporting me.
couldnt have won all of my matches without your guys' push.
im so happy we're all in this together and i can truly see the unity.

great intensity and will to win.
we really showed our true identity.
great way to put the emotions on our side.

raiders: 3-0
games this week:
WED @ los altos
THURS home vs fullerton
STILL GOT LOTS TO WORK ON.


thanks julie for the yummy brownies.
saw carla today and totally embarrassed myself.
had a looooong day.

6664783<3

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

we won today

THANKS TO KATHERINE!
and i played well today because of katherine :]


yekatherinex (7:21:53 PM):
you should puttt me in your blogg and be like BECAUSE OF KATHERINE I WON TODAY'S GAME :D
shes so awesome.
with her PE clothes.
yeah riiiiiight...
hehehe

haha lame-o.
we won 16-2 vs cajon.
i won all 3 of my matches.
my teammates played well.
im proud of how much stable our doubles are.
buuuuuut we need to get a little bit more hungrier.

tryna get back in the zone so i'll be able to produce alot more this season.
and just with tennis, in general.
i wanna be able to win games again.
but its all up to me and i know it.
imma have to look past alll the distractions.

lakers are winnning with 4 min to go.
LETS GO.

oh and thanks for showing up to support guys.
try to make it in time for the introduction and the chant at around 3:05ish.
its pretty cooool.

GAME ON FRIDAY.
HOME!

ROWLAND RAIDERS VARSITY TENNIS (1-0)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

day before gameday 1

theo has a low self esteem.
-__-
although he shouldnt have one.
BUT F YOU FOR NOT BRINGING ME WITH YOU GUYS.
epic fail tomorrow in math as i try to do the test by myself...

edward, things will brighten up!
juuuuuuust, uh... keep your friends close!
they always know how to make you feel better.
i would know<3

LOL TIM NICE PF AND AWAY.
ROWLAND LAKERS TOMORROW!


chriscelle.... i DOUBT IT DUUUUUDE. NO WAY JOSE.


come support us tomorrrow!
3/3:15

hyejin -_- numberone fan!
we'll find that motivation.

gotta get my mojo back.


LETS GO KOBE AND SASHA FTW.


oh and fuck you, brandon roy

Sunday, March 8, 2009

senior GUYS part 1

so imma write about the FIRST 3 GUYS THAT COME TO MY MIND.
imma miss these motherfckers.
theyve made my junior year the best year of highschool.
and they'll all be gone :[

THEO LIN. commander T, the head master of big 2 in period 3's math class. the better looking of me and andrew. the lover of my cousin. the smart guy. the cutie with a booty. i'd have to admit he's pretty cute for a guy. and i really dont understand how he hasnt gotten any girls. but i just think it's his ability to control his inner BEAST. haha! maaaaan, every single day, it's such an escape from all the problems and shiiii when he's around. he's so chill to be with. GREAT personality, EXHILIRATING SENSE OF HUMOR, extremely smart. he's someone i've looked up to and idolized this whole school year.
BECAUSE, just the way he is. makes me want to be a better person. some sort of chain reaction you know? and his omfg, single ladies performance, i've fallen in love with. haha he has great dance moves. hmmmm he has these sick vans and its all torned down everywhere, but it looks so cool. im going to do the same with mine. i remember knowing of him ever since 7th or 8th grade, but i never really engaged into a conversation with him until the start of this year. i just had to because he sits behind me! i thought he would be mean, but he was actually nice! then there's this retard that sat behind him -_-. i'll speak of him later hehe. anyway, he's easy to approach. and just a great friend. im able to talk to him about ANYTHING on AIM, class, etc. i just find it funny how i had to call him for the 6th time for him to realize that it's my number and THAT HE SHOULD SAVE MY NUMBER ON HIS PHONE. alot more hangouts to come forsure. he just needs to drive. and he needs to be ballin -_-. HMM. THEO WE NEED TO DO THE SINGLE LADIES DANCE<3I KNOW I'LL ADD MORE TO THIS AS TIME PASSES BY AND I WILL KEEP REPOSTING IT SO KEEP CHECKING IT!

EDWARD CHOI. how much luckier can i get to have 2 GOOD LOOKING SENIORS POP UP IN MY MIND? haha this guy, is a dreamer. his hair omg. his hurdling skills omgaaaaah. and he's really sweet. down to earth. i've only known him... for a short while. BUT thats irrelevant, because i seemed to have caught up with everything about him. he's there when i need man to man talks. and its sooo easy to talk to him cos we think alike! he's like the little voice in my head that keeps me motivated. i seee him in the morning while hes playing his DS and he greeets me like no other! haha. LIKE IDK ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN. but like HEY he gives you the "WOW ITS A GREAT MORNING" type of feeling when he greets you. LIKE SERIOUSLY NO HOMO STATUS. then i seee him everywhere around school and im able to talk to him and let go of some stress from all the work. then i see him once again while im at tennis and he, at track. he's a really fun guy. like BEYOND fun. he seems to have become a better person for himself and for everyone else because i know he's found the light in his life and the motivation to live life with a purpose. and with him sharing that to me, it keeps me up. his cheerfulness is healthy for everyone. WE NEED TO DO THE SINGLE LADIES DANCE!<3I KNOW THERE WILL BE MORE FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT ALONG THE WAY. I JUST WANNA POST THIS FIRST PART SO EVERYONE CAN READ IT!

ANDREW NG. man retards dont come any dumber than this, BUT HE IS THE BEST LOOKING GUY IN SCHOOL, CIF CHAMP TOOOO! IN 3 DIFFERENT SPORTS -__- he sits behind theo in math. and thinks hes bettter than me in big 2. BUT REALLY ISNT. COS HES ALL BIG TALK. but hes all small. even his penis. but dude, you'd think this guy is super smart because of his glasses and his DSL, but he really isnt! LOL. but hes able to stick around. he brags about his dimes and tens of 2'S AND 3's (out of tens) just because hes able to drive and hes a good actor, and hes ballin. but damn, his hoes come in like snow in new york during wintertime. best believe it! he actually knows how to work the ladies! its kind of amazing. in school, he talks SO MUCH SHIT to me. and he PUTS ME DOWN SO MUCH, and he TELLS EVERYONE ABOUT ME. but thats just because he actually cares. and hes looking out for me. online, hes not as fun. but he's more helpful. haha. but... either way he lacks something -__-. but beyond all his imperfections, im glad to have to deal with this very charming man this whole year. he's a nice guy. TOO FUN. crazy at times. AND SO MUCH ENERGY! hahaha, he has jungle fever. but no, on the real though, thanks for all your help, your help, your kind words (when needed), and your put downs.
you're like the bitterness that stands out from the sweetness i taste
in mexican icecream. haha <3MAYBE I'LL ADDD MORE TO THIS. IM NOT SURE COS ANDREWS NOT THAT GREAT OF A GUY.

fmylife.com

is hilarious.
go check it out guys.


it'lll really keep your minds occupied while reading people's stories.

"Today, I was at this awesome party and I was dancing with this really attractive girl who started making out with me all of a sudden. Five minutes later, my friend told me that the girl had just given him a blowjob. FML"

LAWLZ.

before that, i was just hella pissed having to read such cold replies and then to find out that what i had to say was enough of a joke to be disregarded like that.


it hurts.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

damnit i have a fever lol

today i woke up all fine and stuff. went to practice. freakin cold as hell, and again my nipples were hard as rock. so after went to walnut. did some looking around... wink wink. LOL jk. but yeah.
swam 4x50 breaststroke relay. 1st place baby! owned walnut. then swam the 4x50 IM relay. 2nd place -_-. but yeah.. after that was done..
rode in coach stephanies car =) and while she was cleaning her car.. i saw something that i shouldn't have seen because it was so HOT LOL. buut yeah highlight of the day. went to school and waited for alex's mom to take us to souplantation. FINALLY got to eat our muffins! 3 months! we haven't touched it. the last time we ate it was on december 21st, right after disneyland. it was good to be reuinited with those muffins again. alex and i downed like 30 total haha.

soo after went to the mall. we got payed 2 bucks for watchign a movie preview and taking a survey. then after got our tickets to watchmen. NICE MOVIE! if you're going to watch it, tell me. i want to watch it again! while in the movies, i started coughing and feeling all tired.. and thats when the fever kicked in... damnit...
i'm usually never sick!!
soo now i'm like napping going back and forth from my computer to my bed. i can't take a decent nap because i keep twitching damnit! hahaha.

watchmen <3
souplantations muffins <3
silk spectre II <3
4x50 breaststroke relay <3
coach stephanie <3
alex's mom <3 lol

cmon you two M's

well time to watch sme tv

-jamie fang

Friday, March 6, 2009

before i sleep

saturday: 7-9 practice.. freakin mike cody.. then 10-12ish league relays at walnut. theeen after souplantation with alex and i don't know who else. i've been craving those muffins. then after maybe watchmen.

so... 1st period, watched CSI
2nd we were supposed to be studying for our test monday. man that was the longest hour ever haha.
3rd, did some lab with fire
4th, watched peewee ahhaha
5th, TRIED to do homework.. but failed..
6th, tried staying awake while watching finding nemo in chinese for like the 5th time -_-. get some new movies ms. kuo haha

then after.. no coach stephanie =( and went in the weight room. gg.. josh teabags me while spotting me. like WTH man! coulda killed me
and according to rhea, my eyelids went like / \ lol, i don't know how to show it haha.
then after got in and swam.

left at 5:30 with alex, and had a burger from carls jr. but alex kept complaining to his mom that he was still hungry, and it was filet-o-fish friday, so we got some and ate it before swimming again.
when we got to his uncles house, we went in the jaccuzi again and talked. and farted.
he really got me thinking about things..
i really do want to ask the what's, why's, when's, if's, do's, and how's
i just don't know how or if i should >.>

well yeah, so after we went to go eat at his uncles house. his aunt makes good food. we had curry tonight haha.
wow.. while typing this blog charlsie says she meets the octo mom and sends me the pic of her and the octo mom at puente hills LOL.

sooo i'm out now. LEAGUE RELAYS AT WALNUT!

-jamie fang OVVO

Thursday, March 5, 2009

first track meet.

AND I KNOW MY EDWARD BABY WILL DO SO FCKING WELL HURDLING THOSE HURDLES THAT I TRIPPED OVER A WEEK AGO AGAINST THOSE LOS ALTOS BITCHES COS THEY'LL END UP JIZZING THEIR PANTS WHEN THEY SEE ED PASS THEM<33333
AND THOMAS IS GONNA SHOW THEM UP.
AND I BET PHILLIP IS GONNA TRIP AND FALL LOL.


woke up today and i could barely open my eyes.

it was harder to open them than usual.
it doesnt help when i've been going to sleep at like 12 every freaking night of this month.
having trouble sleeping..
ahah what a waste of time, to lay on your bed for an hour and think.
think.
and think.

"sure you do."
hmmm SERIOUSLY?! WTF.
shows how everything i've done is left unnoticed.

sooo, it was colder than usual.

the roads were foggy.
to the max.
like i couldnt even see anything while walking on the sidewalk!
hmmm no good morning texts once again.
i guess gotta get used to it..
hmmmm whole bus ride, lots of thoughts going back and forth my head considering tennis, lakers, and other important things.
so i just had to text coach K about my ideas with tennis.
today same old same old.
but i decided to go back to korean class..
POSSIBLY FOR THE LAST FREAKING TIME.
cos shes getting suspicious.
haha frkn edward and jamie -_____-
LOL @ my idea of telling the teacher we're pulling people out for the raider report.
i didnt even have PAPER OR PEN TO RECORD ANYTHING LOL.
BUT EDDIE GAVE ME HIS NOTEBOOK.
and i had to borrow the teacher's pencil..
and she was outside with us while we interviewed wesley ( NON KOREAN), julie (clueless korean) and thomas ( too sexy of a korean to know anything about korea) AND THEY HAD NO ANSWERS FOR ME.
and so the teacher got so INTO it and decided to give me facts and stuff about korea -_-
dumbass me was actually taking notes LOL.
wesley walked back in cos it was stupid but thomas and julie were ROFLing in their heads from my ingenius idea.

10-15 min later, i decided to cut it short cos me and jamie were missing class and we didnt wanna fall out of mr cristler's favorites list.
hahah.
hes so chill.
ed went to his car and was raped by the bike lady and she sent him to mr ward and he raped him.
LOL.
gg, shoulda gone back to class eddie!
got back to classs and learned more about italy, germany, spain and.. russia's little coalition that didnt work cos US kicked their asses.
i like this section!
AND LOL ASHLEY AND ERIKA SUCK AT CHEATING ROFL.
LOOOOOOSERS.

hmmmmm i got pissed in physics today cos canfield was being an ass to us.
then lunch i got even more pissed cos they didnt have chicken patties anymore so i had to settle with gay cheeseburgers.
and alex killed me for hugging lillian.
BUT ONLY COS JAMIE TOLD ME I HAD TO SO HE'D BUY ME CHEX MIX.

i was walking with crisselle and ryan just cos and i saw julie and she was having a hard time closing her locker cos she.. didnt know how to close a locker.
so i helped her out.
haha what a loser! jk.
and i walked her to classs and bell rang and im like OH SNAP IM LATE FOR CLASS.
i forgot which locker i put my backpack into.. so i had to go to class without a backpack.
no backpack= no materials.
materials= pencil, pen, paper, etc.
in english, i totally bombed that oral presentation.
i had a goood presentation but the information i had was crap.
everyone was laughing at me.
well everyone always laughs at me everytime.
i was glad it was over, and everyone got a good laugh.
but GAAAAAHD DID I FUCK UP.
the whole day i kept checking to see if i got a text.
cos i couldve sworn that my phone kept vibrating...
but nope. just my imagination.
phillip bought me a fruit punch :]
yum.
i wanted to stay for the track meet to hang out with peeeeople and watch edward kick ass.
and thomas too.
THOMAS KANG.
SEXY BASTARD.
IDK HIS EVENTS BUT I BET HES BEAST

and wanted to see people like sarah and katherine fail bigtime ALONG WITH LOS ALTOS FCKING GHETTO ASS NIGGAS.
lol i hope none of them read this.
SPEAKING OF KATHERINE.
WHAT A DUMB BUTT FOR FORGETTING 2 BOOKS AT SCHOOOOL LOLOLOL

but yeah. oh well.
TENNIS GAMES AT ROWLAND NEXT WEEK.
WED, THURS, FRI.
BACK TO BACK TO BACK.
ALL HOME GAMES.
COME OUT AND SUPPORT US.
i want my number one fan!
i need to get that shirt still...

haha gg kelvin.
maybe you should confirm "POSITIVE" if the question rises.
and keep your head up.
we're all going through our dry spells or our little slumps.
we'll get out of it.
time will tell.
be patient and keep working.
we got this kobe!

ALEX AND JAMIE AND BRIAN EDWARDS BETTER HAVE PWNED UP IN THE SWIM MEET.
hmmm coach stephanie's hot bod.


listening to playlist:
ocean ave- yellowcard
gives you hell- the all american rejects
together- neyo
im only me when im with you- taylor swift
mad- neyo
butterflies- reynard silva
halo- beyonce
i just want you- aj rafael

Monday, March 2, 2009

not

enooooooooough.
not enough.
NOOOOOOOT
ENOUGH.







not enough.

happy birthday monique

i hope you had a great day.












not feeeling so good.
poor baby.
nooooot enough.

happy birthday monique!

shortened today.
started the day by getting my cookie since it's my "birthday", thanks nicole!
but still positive + negative = 0 hahaha

then just went through the day till 12. afterschool, the fun began haha.
met up with marcelo and got the "stuff" then met up with andrew and theo.
we went to go get the rose.
after we went to brea mall to order the cookie cake for monique. pitched in 5 bucks!
"hey, 7 o clock!" " hey 3 o clock!"
then andrew took us to the hat. omg so good. the pastrami sandwich and the onion rings and the chili cheese fries.. well no cheese cause theo hates cheese. so theos first order was thrown away cause it had cheese, and he got a new one without cheese. geeez -_-
after that we went to go pick up the cookie cake.
and off to south point, pointe?
and of course marcelo carried the card and the "stuff" andrew carried the flowers, theo carried the cake. and what do i carry?! the chili cheese fries.. hahaha. special delivery. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONIQUE!

then after we left and dropped theo off at work and got back to school.
oh man i was late to practice..
coach stephanie: "where were you at?!"
me: " uh i had something to do. i had a project."
coach stephanie: " hurry up and get in."

so i think coach stephanie sensed that i had a huge meal just earlier and i was totally bsing her hahaha. freakin "4 400 IM's for warm up!".. what the hell?! i was practically burping the whole way swimming. the pastrami and onion rings coming up and me just swallowing it back in. SO GOOD! SO TASTY!!
then after as i thought it was over.. 20 100's on 1:15.. as if i wasn't dying already... gg..
so when we were resting. "HEY watch this!" everyone looks in the water, 3 bubbles come out hahahahahah! man am i good or what haha.
then after it was over, just went home.

soo to conclude it..
happy birthday monique!
thanks for the cookie nicole!
thanks for taking us to the hat andrew!
thanks for sharing the fries theo!
thanks for uhhh letting me go with you guys? and holdign the chili cheese fries marcelo ahahha

-jamie fang OVVO >.> my new sig

Saturday, February 28, 2009

OH CRAP

HAPPY BELATED BDAY JAMIE.
I HOPE YOU LIKE MY ROSE THAT I BOUGHT WITH YOU YEST<3

wtf

what coookie?!
you're a fucking retard haha.

please shower

for everyones sake marcelo

all i can say about today is
coach stephanie in her swimsuit
pullups in speedos
coach stephanie in her swimsuit
hot sauce
coach stephanie in her swimsuit

what do all these have in common?
they're ALL HOT
jkjk

until i get my cookie,
i want my cookie!!!!
LOL

-jamie fang

but yeah please do shower, marcelo haahhaha

i dont wanna shower

i suck.
horribly.
ah im lost.
and sooooooo out of it.
confusioooon.

Friday, February 27, 2009

swim swim swim..

soo today we had a speedo run LOL
it was sexy, well I was sexy. jkjk lolol

no coach stephanie today :(
so swam till 5 then got out with alex to go to our private lessons.
we got there pretty early so alex and i just went in the jaccuzi and talked about things. some man to man talk hahaha
except i kept farting

soo my session began and i swam.. again... -_-
then alex went next so i went back to the jaccuzi and kept farting.
man that jaccuzi was so nice.
eventually it gets all hot so i kept going in and out. man there was steam all over my body.
yooou know wink*wink*
then after we went to alex's aunts house like every friday and ate there. i always eat a lot to the point where i can't even sit down. they were all making fun of me for that haha. and we watched the lakers.. yeahh..... gg..

then in the car, alex put on kost 103.5 the love song channel. MAN what has lillian done to you?! LOL. those songs were all touching, especially the josh groban song, "you raise me up" LOL
alex and i were singing it, or i think he was singing it, cause i know i was singing it hahahahaha
but yeaah, nice but tiring day.

i want my cookie!!!!

-jamie fang

Monday, February 23, 2009

no school

haha monique's alarm= fail.
got to rowland, met with jamie at the bus stop.
walked towards alvarado/ shortcut.
thought about using his bros car instead of walking.
but he didnt think the key would be at home.
met with tim and phillip.
our adventure began.
walked through the tunnel of darkness.
haha so frkn muddy.
walked along pathfinder and up fullerton.
kelvin's house.
we were freaking tired.
AND TO THINK KELVINS SISTER COULDA PICKED US UP.
SUPER GOOD JOB TO YOU KELVIN!
haha so we grabbed some drinks.
went to his rooom, played NBA live 09.
used comp.
undressed to play some ball in his backyard.
i stared at myself in kelvins huge mirror.
DAAAAAAAAAANG what a change.
hehe
then we played ball 2v2 with jamie as a sub.
but he turned ut to be the most efficient player.
shooting 8 for 10 by throwing up random shots.
i shot like 16 for 30 or something. good to know that i got my stroke back.
the sun was came in and out from the clouds while it sprinkled.
felt goood.
afterwards, we were all very wet.
either from sweat or the rain.
UHM. we tried ordering pizza for lunch, but none of them delivered to kelvins house.
cos its in the middle of nowhere, up there.
SO i cooked noodles and chicken fingers with the aid of kelvin and jamie.
but jamie just stood around eating a frkn banana.
toook like 20 min.
then we ate on the table, while watching lakers.
after, i washed the dishes because im just so used to it.
but i refused to wash jamies -_-
HMMMM the woman that will marry me is very lucky.
cos i can be a house mom.
we ran back upstairs to play CS and more NBA live 09.
then 2 30 came.
we had to go to tennis practice.
uhhhhh i played vs michael and won 6-3.
played with benny vs adam and kelvin and won 6-3.
woot woot.
AAAAAAAAAAND.
yeah.
busy bee!


i just brain farted right now so i dont know what else to write.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

enough

is enough.
this really ends RIGHT here.
it has to end here.
im done sitting back and feeling sorry for anything that's been happening.
i've had it being what i used to be.
impatient, paranoid, insecure, somewhat belligerent and the other million things that i've worked to turn away from.


im taking control and things will work.
i dgaf about the things outside tryna get in.
i dgaf about what things do, people say and what people are tryna do.
guess what?
im not gonna let anything in and jeopardize what i have now.
im not gonna let any outsider change anything or take control.
what they see from the outside is different from what really is inside.


im happier now and im staying this way.


there are strings attached.


the past has already passed.
now, im working on making it up to you.
make it work.

its not raining.

but something's bothering me.
im not happy.
could it be cos of the start of tennis season?
all the pressure? anticipation? hype?
could it be that senior year is lingering around the corner?
i dont get good mornings or good nights anymore.
no more texts that set the mood of my day.
my phone doesnt ring or vibrate as much anymore.
nobody's telling me anything anymore.
nobody's talking to me anymore.
and if they do they sugar-coat it and tell you half of it or nothing at all.
then there's CAPS and ?!'s.
hmmm.
and it may seem like i give short answers.
but only cos i know that there's something im not being told of.
and it really does bother/worry me.
then people think they should stop talking to me.
and leave me hanging even more.

i dont feel like anybody's trying.. to do anything.
maybe im not as wanted.
or i never was.
im lost at where i am right now.
im lost within myself.
i've lost myself.



people ask. you give. you ask. nothing in return.
you ask and ask and ask cos you care.
they dont give it cos they dont care (?)

im really confused.


just have to walk around acting like im fine.
cos i have nothing to fix.
i'd do something if i did.
but i dont
so i just have to wait.
im really hoping it'll come.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

haven;t done a blog in awhile

sooo today i finally got my permit =) lol
i had crappy ass questions for the test....

sooo at lunch today.. marcelo.. had a little incident haha
someone threw something at his head, so he turns around and looks at the dude. and asks "what are you laughing about?!"
so the guy says, "your face!"
and thats when hell broke loose.
marcelo and the guy start pushing each other and marcelo was like, "look at your face"
and jennifer tsai comes out of nowhere (she's buff) and pulls marcelo away i think and she calls that guy ugly.
while all this happened, alex, kelvin, tim, and i were just sitting there watching.
but you know marcelo we're there for you.
we alllll know if some fists were thrown, i'd come in and punch him in the face while alex cries.
i'd rip my shirt off and come save you. i'll punch him in the nose and hold him down while you fart in his face. JK. alex would probaly come save you haha. i'll just dowhatever i can LOL.
maybe get some water for round two or hold someone back. sooo yeah that was lunch haha

at swim practice today. coach stephanie huuuh ;)
she said i'd be a troublemaker this year, and i was like whaaaat?!
i'm the best kid around here.
did i mention the sun gleaming down on the nicely tanned skin and the chest.
my nicely tanned skin and chest, not hers :)
buut yeah i am freakin sore haha. i'm liek too outta shape

so that was my daay

-jamie fang

duuuuuuuude....

Monday, February 16, 2009

he's just not that into you

IS A GOOD MOVIE.
gives you lots and lots to think about, and will confuse you at times.
but most situations in the movie are easy to relate to.
and yeah!
hahaha.
scarlett johansson is hot, right jamie?
daaaaaaaang haha.
hmmmm met phillip and tim and thomas halfway.
phillip broke away from us while we walked towards jamies house with one umbrella LOL.
then as we walked towards the corner with jamie, ME AND TIM GOT LEFT BEHIND AND IT STARTED RAINING SO FRKN HARD.
so i had the really bright idea to post under a big tree for 5 min and wait for the rain to settle.
and yeah we started walking again after.
then we got to the mall!

started off by buying a frozen mango yogurt with bananas, mochi, and brownies on top (my fave)<3
tim bought mcdees. (gave him the idea of stacking his burgers from the dollar menu to stimulate a bigmac PLUS save money).
thomas and jamie shared mongolian noodles.
walked around first.
jamie bought these delicious pretzel sticks with dipping sauce.
monique calls me to come get her outside.
the party man had a welcoming smile and shook my hand.
LOL according to monique her pops was faking it -_-
soooo we walk back in.
the guys chill sitting down on those massage chairs while me and momo shop at f21.
i bought a sleeveless hoodie.
she insisted that she didnt want anything soooo -_-
some other time.
HMMM and her bdays coming up too!
sheeeeesh i gotta hustle for some more dough or ideas of what to get her!
hehe.
we were buying tickets to see that BRIAN EDWARDS WAS AT THE MALL LOL.
and lillian and alex came with a pie :o
they ended up watching the same movie as us at 2 pm.
we came in at like 1 30.
ran into marie's sister! then we walked in the theatre.
sat through the movie.
good plot! funny people.
sexy people :o
my hand got really sweaty though.
yuck.
i felt kinda cold in the theatre! but your arm kept me warm.
haha i must say that i was pretty hungry throughout the whole movie!
and so was the person sitting beside me -_- making beautiful music with her stomach LAWLZ.
uhhhh after the movie, tim met up with nicole.
and me and monique disappeared from the group.
we went to eat mongolian after haha.
i watched her eat. so lovely.
we shared one meal and i finished first
BUT THEN SHE WAS GONNA CLOSE THE BOX AND THROW IT AWAY WHEN IT WAS STILL 1/4 FULL.
so i was like WTF LEMME FINISH IT THEN! so i did. and she was just staring at me.
so i stared back at her.
haha shes PRETTY.......pretty.
HMMM i dont wanna talk about that too much cos she might read this and totally blush.
haha.
but yeah :]
what a cutie.
we walked around for a bit.
i asked her to call her dad 15-20 min prior to my departure so he can come pick her up once i leave.
BUT he was doing groceries.
sooo it took him a little more while.
so i had to leave first?
hahahaha.
she hid under my chin.
or on the lower side of the cheek.
and like she knocked on my chest or something with her fist.
i dont know what that was all about (?)
hahaha "uhhhh...."
jeeeez just come straight out with it man ^_^
but haha HMMMMMMMMM.
smelled good.
SO I WAS DRIVING MY CAR AND I WASNT LOOOKING BUT I TOTALLY INTENDED TO RUN INTO YOUR BUMPER AND I DID AND I WAS SURPRISED ON HOW SOFT THE IMPACT WAS SO THE COLLISION WASNT AS DEADLY ^o^.
yum.
dinner was yum too.

good day today!
i learned alot too!
from the movie, that is.
and yeaaaaaah.
my mind is clearER. and yeah.
and i know what i want and i know what im building up for.
preparation for the long run.
"because life's a marathon, not a sprint"
cos thats what im looking for.
thats what i want.
and hopefully things work out.
hopefully i stand by myself.
hopefully what i have right now stands stable.
safe mode.


monique do, you never cease to amaze me.
in soooooo many ways!
my lufffff :]

BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN IMMA CALL YOU TONIGHT!
COS YOU BETTER CALL ME!
jk you might be sleeping early today.
and i dont wanna bother you :[
or i dont want you to think that you had too much of me today so... i'll leave you be :[
imma make you miss me soooo much then you'd go all crazy over me LOL.
uhhh -_- gg hehe


lalala
you are my suuuuunshiiiiiine
my only sunshiiiiiiiine
you make me HAAAAAAAAAPPEEEEEEEE
when skies are grayhayhaaaaaaaaaayhay
you'll never know deaaaaaar
how much i luffffff yoooooou
so PLEASE DONT TAKE MY SUNSHINE AWAY...
OR ELSE IMMA STICK A BULLET UP YOUR ASS AND IF YOU'RE ERIC AND IF I CATCH YOU HOMEWRECKING MY HOMIE TIM'S GAME AGAIN IMMA BREAK YOU INTO PIECES COS ITS NOT RIGHT TO TAKE PEOPLE'S SUNSHINES AWAY YOU FUCKING BITCH!





HEROES TONIGHT!

Friday, February 13, 2009

hmm....

hmmm.......................

-jf

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

food poisoning

last night!
wooohooo.
endless hours spent in the bathroom throwing up and pooping
INSTEAD of sleeping!

attempted to go to school today.
but major fail -_-
had my mom pick me up from school.
got home.
feeling somewhat better!


lakers lost.
gg.

thomas i hope you're right

i hope you're right.
supposedly if a bird craps on you, it's good luck.
so today josh, alex, and i were walking.. then something wet hits my ear, and splashes on the floor. josh was like"oh crap", and he checks if any got on his jacket. while i'm checking my ear, praying it was not bird crap. i was like " please tell me that wasn't bird crap, please alex! TELL ME IT WASN'T BIRD CRAP!" so we look on the floor, and it was a huge piece of crap. thanks bird that flew over me and diarhea'd on me. happy valentines day to you too. >.> if only i can give you one of my special BIG WET presents too. sorry bird. <3
oh and i guess i can thank josh for not letting me wipe my ear on his jacket even though i did. hahahaha. thanks josh.

soo now i hope i get good luck, cause thomas said it was good luck =).
please be good luck and not some kind of bird disease LOL.

taaawnya! you still haven't made up for that one day!! haha i stillllll remember!

-jamie sid wolfgang fang out!

hope you feeeel better marcelo!! oh man.. actually nvm. save some diarhea and lets go find that bird so i can show it how much i love it. i want to give it a present. ahaha jk.
but yeahget well marcelo!

Saturday, February 7, 2009

im listening



running out of stuff to say?
its raining again

surprisingly sunny saturday

i was anticipating for my 9:30 match to be cancelled for the day.
but it just stopped raining and instead, my match was delayed for 30 min -_-
i woke up at 7 15 ish and showered and ate bfast and we headed for the tennis courts.
i didnt play for 2 days due to the miserable rain that brought gloom and sorrow.
coming into this tournament, i told myself to be determined to play well.
and not think about anything too much thats been bothering me.
like my callous that i've had for 2 weeks.
i had to wrap it today.
and some sort of depression due to the rain..
so this is what happened..


XxdblacesxX (5:01:07 PM): or did you play?
cccccelo (5:01:09 PM): no
cccccelo (5:01:12 PM): i played
cccccelo (5:01:13 PM): hahaha
cccccelo (5:01:16 PM): it was delayed
cccccelo (5:01:18 PM): for 30 min
cccccelo (5:01:19 PM): dude
XxdblacesxX (5:01:20 PM): how ya do?
cccccelo (5:01:21 PM): omfg
cccccelo (5:01:23 PM): AH
cccccelo (5:01:24 PM): i was up
cccccelo (5:01:26 PM): 4-0
XxdblacesxX (5:01:28 PM): that
XxdblacesxX (5:01:30 PM): never
XxdblacesxX (5:01:31 PM): ends well
cccccelo (5:01:31 PM): first set
XxdblacesxX (5:01:34 PM): when someone starts off
XxdblacesxX (5:01:35 PM): i was up
cccccelo (5:01:40 PM): then
cccccelo (5:01:41 PM): \the back
cccccelo (5:01:44 PM): of the court
cccccelo (5:01:48 PM): was s;ipperu
XxdblacesxX (5:01:52 PM): awww
cccccelo (5:01:52 PM): slippery
XxdblacesxX (5:01:54 PM): damn
cccccelo (5:01:57 PM): cos it was moist
cccccelo (5:01:58 PM): and
cccccelo (5:02:01 PM): i slipped
cccccelo (5:02:06 PM): did a split
cccccelo (5:02:09 PM): pulled my groin
XxdblacesxX (5:02:09 PM): AWWWW
cccccelo (5:02:16 PM): then suddenly it was
XxdblacesxX (5:02:17 PM): ughhhh
cccccelo (5:02:22 PM): 4-3
cccccelo (5:02:27 PM): then i SLIPPED AGAIN
XxdblacesxX (5:02:30 PM): WTF
XxdblacesxX (5:02:31 PM): stop that
cccccelo (5:02:39 PM): so my groin(s) were
cccccelo (5:02:45 PM): ;like
cccccelo (5:02:50 PM): hurting like a bitch
cccccelo (5:02:53 PM): managed to win first set
cccccelo (5:02:55 PM): 6-4
cccccelo (5:02:58 PM): but second set
cccccelo (5:03:00 PM): i couldnt
cccccelo (5:03:04 PM): put on my brakes
cccccelo (5:03:07 PM): after i run
cccccelo (5:03:09 PM): i couldnt even run
cccccelo (5:03:19 PM): took an injury timeout
cccccelo (5:03:22 PM): at 3-5
cccccelo (5:03:30 PM): after his first break of my serve
cccccelo (5:03:35 PM): then
cccccelo (5:03:43 PM): it became 4-5
cccccelo (5:03:47 PM): my serve
cccccelo (5:03:53 PM): i was down 0-30
cccccelo (5:03:56 PM): cos he was making me run
cccccelo (5:03:59 PM): so i was like eff this
cccccelo (5:04:08 PM): imma pund the ball with my forehand
cccccelo (5:04:48 PM): so i went up
XxdblacesxX (5:04:50 PM): ahhaah
XxdblacesxX (5:04:51 PM): nice
cccccelo (5:04:52 PM): 40-30
cccccelo (5:04:55 PM): then
cccccelo (5:04:59 PM): i double fault
XxdblacesxX (5:05:02 PM): ...
cccccelo (5:05:03 PM): deuce
cccccelo (5:05:09 PM): then i hit an ace
cccccelo (5:05:10 PM): ad in
XxdblacesxX (5:05:12 PM): ooo
XxdblacesxX (5:05:13 PM): shit
cccccelo (5:05:13 PM): i double fault
cccccelo (5:05:15 PM): again
XxdblacesxX (5:05:17 PM): ...
cccccelo (5:05:17 PM): deuce
cccccelo (5:05:23 PM): i couyld my groin burning
cccccelo (5:05:28 PM): i could feel
cccccelo (5:05:41 PM): then LONG RALLY
cccccelo (5:05:42 PM): i win
cccccelo (5:05:43 PM): ad in
cccccelo (5:05:48 PM): and everytime i was on the ad
cccccelo (5:05:51 PM): i'd lose the point
cccccelo (5:05:57 PM): until it got to ad out
cccccelo (5:05:59 PM): and i lost
cccccelo (5:06:02 PM): he won 2nd set
cccccelo (5:06:04 PM): so the score was
XxdblacesxX (5:06:04 PM): ...
cccccelo (5:06:10 PM): 6-4 4-6
cccccelo (5:06:15 PM): then third set
cccccelo (5:06:19 PM): i break him first game
cccccelo (5:06:21 PM): 1-0
cccccelo (5:06:26 PM): then he breaks me
cccccelo (5:06:35 PM): then i break him
cccccelo (5:06:38 PM): then he breaks me AGAIN
cccccelo (5:06:41 PM): 2-2
cccccelo (5:06:50 PM): got to deuce started sprinkling
cccccelo (5:06:53 PM): so we walked out
XxdblacesxX (5:06:53 PM): dang dude i wanna watch your toruneys some time
cccccelo (5:06:59 PM): 10 min later we walk back in
cccccelo (5:07:05 PM): haha
cccccelo (5:07:10 PM): so its 2-02 his serve at deuce
cccccelo (5:07:20 PM): then i win the next two points
cccccelo (5:07:28 PM): to go up 4-3
cccccelo (5:07:31 PM): i mean
cccccelo (5:07:32 PM): 3-23
cccccelo (5:07:34 PM): 3-2
XxdblacesxX (5:07:36 PM): ok
cccccelo (5:07:38 PM): then i hold my serve
cccccelo (5:07:42 PM): 4-2
cccccelo (5:07:45 PM): the he holds his
cccccelo (5:07:49 PM): 4-3
cccccelo (5:08:12 PM): then i suckedup the pain and told myself i need to get to the ball faster and hit it harder
cccccelo (5:08:19 PM): then i wonn 6-3
XxdblacesxX (5:08:21 PM): wooo
XxdblacesxX (5:08:23 PM): NOT BAD
XxdblacesxX (5:08:24 PM): not bad
cccccelo (5:08:28 PM): so i won 6-4 4-6 6-3
XxdblacesxX (5:08:31 PM): damn
XxdblacesxX (5:08:34 PM): he must be PISSED
cccccelo (5:08:34 PM): second match
XxdblacesxX (5:08:38 PM): second match?
cccccelo (5:08:39 PM): no he was a nice kid
XxdblacesxX (5:08:42 PM): you had to play two?
cccccelo (5:08:43 PM): yeah second match
cccccelo (5:08:45 PM): yeah two
XxdblacesxX (5:08:46 PM): oooo
XxdblacesxX (5:08:46 PM): shit
XxdblacesxX (5:08:49 PM): damn
cccccelo (5:08:51 PM): so my opponent thought i was tired
XxdblacesxX (5:08:51 PM): that SUCKS
cccccelo (5:09:01 PM): but i wrapped up both ofmy groins so its tight
XxdblacesxX (5:09:08 PM): mmm
cccccelo (5:09:12 PM): and my mom put on bengay on it
cccccelo (5:09:18 PM): first game of first set
XxdblacesxX (5:09:18 PM): burns
cccccelo (5:09:19 PM): he hits
XxdblacesxX (5:09:20 PM): hahha
cccccelo (5:09:21 PM): 4 aces
cccccelo (5:09:23 PM): im like OH SHIT
XxdblacesxX (5:09:24 PM): whoa
cccccelo (5:09:29 PM): then i won the next 6 games
cccccelo (5:09:33 PM): with ease
XxdblacesxX (5:09:33 PM): AHAHAHAH
XxdblacesxX (5:09:38 PM): NICE
cccccelo (5:09:40 PM): cos his balls were flat and harder
cccccelo (5:09:42 PM): and i like dit
cccccelo (5:09:45 PM): liked it*
cccccelo (5:09:48 PM): then second set
cccccelo (5:09:53 PM): i kept mny foot on the gas pedal
cccccelo (5:09:55 PM): up 4-0
cccccelo (5:09:57 PM): then i let go
cccccelo (5:10:00 PM): so he got 2 games
cccccelo (5:10:01 PM): 4-2
cccccelo (5:10:05 PM): then i hit 3 aces
cccccelo (5:10:06 PM): to win
cccccelo (5:10:08 PM): 6-2
XxdblacesxX (5:10:10 PM): nice
XxdblacesxX (5:10:11 PM): nice
XxdblacesxX (5:10:12 PM): cool
cccccelo (5:10:16 PM): yup
XxdblacesxX (5:10:17 PM): dude you worry for nutin
cccccelo (5:10:19 PM): im 11 seed
cccccelo (5:10:23 PM): and i play the 4 seed tomorrow
XxdblacesxX (5:10:28 PM): ooo
cccccelo (5:10:31 PM): i played him before
XxdblacesxX (5:10:31 PM): what seed
XxdblacesxX (5:10:32 PM): was the person
cccccelo (5:10:35 PM): like when i was at my peak
XxdblacesxX (5:10:35 PM): in teh 2nd match?
cccccelo (5:10:38 PM): none
cccccelo (5:10:40 PM): he beat me
cccccelo (5:10:41 PM): before
cccccelo (5:10:43 PM): when i was 14
cccccelo (5:10:46 PM): 3 sets
XxdblacesxX (5:10:57 PM): man you have crazy memory
cccccelo (5:11:02 PM): my mom told me
cccccelo (5:11:07 PM): but the guy i play tomorrow
cccccelo (5:11:32 PM): i beat him 6-3 6-3 in the 14s or 16s
cccccelo (5:11:43 PM): but hes the 4th seed.. so maybe he got better we'll see
cccccelo (5:11:58 PM): if i win vs him,
cccccelo (5:12:05 PM): its an easy road to the semis
XxdblacesxX (5:12:08 PM): ahhaha nice
XxdblacesxX (5:12:09 PM): nice
cccccelo (5:12:11 PM): and thats where i play the 1 seed
XxdblacesxX (5:12:13 PM): its tmrw?
XxdblacesxX (5:12:17 PM): wow little break
cccccelo (5:12:23 PM): whom i lost 5-7 2-6 last year?
cccccelo (5:12:30 PM): yeah its tomorrow
XxdblacesxX (5:13:17 PM): ahhaha i think you can take this tourney
XxdblacesxX (5:13:18 PM): cant say
XxdblacesxX (5:13:20 PM): no problem
cccccelo (5:13:21 PM): dude i
cccccelo (5:13:24 PM): wrapped up
cccccelo (5:13:28 PM): my callous too
XxdblacesxX (5:13:28 PM): just lets say minimal problems
XxdblacesxX (5:13:35 PM): mummy
cccccelo (5:13:39 PM): haha yeah
cccccelo (5:13:41 PM): damn idk
cccccelo (5:13:44 PM): we'll see
cccccelo (5:13:46 PM): if i play well
cccccelo (5:13:51 PM): i played well the 2nd match though

so first match went to overtime.
and now i have hyperextended groins.
i didnt think i'd play through the 3rd set.
but i got a text from you.
and it helped :]
gave me a booost of extra energy and determination.

hmmm thenphonecall.
i've missssed your voice.
i misss you.
ahhh my luff<3