first track meet.

AND I KNOW MY EDWARD BABY WILL DO SO FCKING WELL HURDLING THOSE HURDLES THAT I TRIPPED OVER A WEEK AGO AGAINST THOSE LOS ALTOS BITCHES COS THEY'LL END UP JIZZING THEIR PANTS WHEN THEY SEE ED PASS THEM<33333
AND THOMAS IS GONNA SHOW THEM UP.
AND I BET PHILLIP IS GONNA TRIP AND FALL LOL.


woke up today and i could barely open my eyes.
it was harder to open them than usual.
it doesnt help when i've been going to sleep at like 12 every freaking night of this month.
having trouble sleeping..
ahah what a waste of time, to lay on your bed for an hour and think.
think.
and think.

"sure you do."
hmmm SERIOUSLY?! WTF.
shows how everything i've done is left unnoticed.

sooo, it was colder than usual.
the roads were foggy.
to the max.
like i couldnt even see anything while walking on the sidewalk!
hmmm no good morning texts once again.
i guess gotta get used to it..
hmmmm whole bus ride, lots of thoughts going back and forth my head considering tennis, lakers, and other important things.
so i just had to text coach K about my ideas with tennis.
today same old same old.
but i decided to go back to korean class..
POSSIBLY FOR THE LAST FREAKING TIME.
cos shes getting suspicious.
haha frkn edward and jamie -_____-
LOL @ my idea of telling the teacher we're pulling people out for the raider report.
i didnt even have PAPER OR PEN TO RECORD ANYTHING LOL.
BUT EDDIE GAVE ME HIS NOTEBOOK.
and i had to borrow the teacher's pencil..
and she was outside with us while we interviewed wesley ( NON KOREAN), julie (clueless korean) and thomas ( too sexy of a korean to know anything about korea) AND THEY HAD NO ANSWERS FOR ME.
and so the teacher got so INTO it and decided to give me facts and stuff about korea -_-
dumbass me was actually taking notes LOL.
wesley walked back in cos it was stupid but thomas and julie were ROFLing in their heads from my ingenius idea.

10-15 min later, i decided to cut it short cos me and jamie were missing class and we didnt wanna fall out of mr cristler's favorites list.
hahah.
hes so chill.
ed went to his car and was raped by the bike lady and she sent him to mr ward and he raped him.
LOL.
gg, shoulda gone back to class eddie!
got back to classs and learned more about italy, germany, spain and.. russia's little coalition that didnt work cos US kicked their asses.
i like this section!
AND LOL ASHLEY AND ERIKA SUCK AT CHEATING ROFL.
LOOOOOOSERS.

hmmmmm i got pissed in physics today cos canfield was being an ass to us.
then lunch i got even more pissed cos they didnt have chicken patties anymore so i had to settle with gay cheeseburgers.
and alex killed me for hugging lillian.
BUT ONLY COS JAMIE TOLD ME I HAD TO SO HE'D BUY ME CHEX MIX.

i was walking with crisselle and ryan just cos and i saw julie and she was having a hard time closing her locker cos she.. didnt know how to close a locker.
so i helped her out.
haha what a loser! jk.
and i walked her to classs and bell rang and im like OH SNAP IM LATE FOR CLASS.
i forgot which locker i put my backpack into.. so i had to go to class without a backpack.
no backpack= no materials.
materials= pencil, pen, paper, etc.
in english, i totally bombed that oral presentation.
i had a goood presentation but the information i had was crap.
everyone was laughing at me.
well everyone always laughs at me everytime.
i was glad it was over, and everyone got a good laugh.
but GAAAAAHD DID I FUCK UP.
the whole day i kept checking to see if i got a text.
cos i couldve sworn that my phone kept vibrating...
but nope. just my imagination.
phillip bought me a fruit punch :]
yum.
i wanted to stay for the track meet to hang out with peeeeople and watch edward kick ass.
and thomas too.
THOMAS KANG.
SEXY BASTARD.
IDK HIS EVENTS BUT I BET HES BEAST
and wanted to see people like sarah and katherine fail bigtime ALONG WITH LOS ALTOS FCKING GHETTO ASS NIGGAS.
lol i hope none of them read this.
SPEAKING OF KATHERINE.
WHAT A DUMB BUTT FOR FORGETTING 2 BOOKS AT SCHOOOOL LOLOLOL

but yeah. oh well.
TENNIS GAMES AT ROWLAND NEXT WEEK.
WED, THURS, FRI.
BACK TO BACK TO BACK.
ALL HOME GAMES.
COME OUT AND SUPPORT US.
i want my number one fan!
i need to get that shirt still...

haha gg kelvin.
maybe you should confirm "POSITIVE" if the question rises.
and keep your head up.
we're all going through our dry spells or our little slumps.
we'll get out of it.
time will tell.
be patient and keep working.
we got this kobe!

ALEX AND JAMIE AND BRIAN EDWARDS BETTER HAVE PWNED UP IN THE SWIM MEET.
hmmm coach stephanie's hot bod.


listening to playlist:
ocean ave- yellowcard
gives you hell- the all american rejects
together- neyo
im only me when im with you- taylor swift
mad- neyo
butterflies- reynard silva
halo- beyonce
i just want you- aj rafael