hungry

for the next time.
lost to walnut.
lost our undefeated season.
lost my individual undefeated record.
but havent lost the fire, the spark, the will to win.

i'll have to get back to my old self.
whatever happened to the marcelo who thought he was the shit at everything?
it WAS bad to be like that but now not much or not enough confidence run through me -_-
but heck he used to think he dominated in alot of things! and the mindset really helped.
in the mean time, im sure it'll come back as long as i work hard.. no scratch that, if i work hardER.
and just hope everyone comes along with me.
i can push so much, but yeah.
i actually wanna work on it too.
never in my life do i give up especially while being part of a team.
it's actually a team sport built on INDIVIDUAL effort.
so its harder.
i have to play well and at the same time make sure everyone else does.
but it doesnt seen like i have to keep reminding anyone that we're dealing with business.
3 weeks.
lets go.

theres something i gotta say to yooou,
but im so afraid of what you'll do.
i'll just admit this to you now..

haha.
HMMMM.


lovelovelove.
felt it once.
been through it.
really noooooow.
aaaaah
haha hmmMmMmMmMmMMMmmm.

what else am i hungry for?
the future.
good grades.
you.