Since Marcelo hasn't been blogging... >.> i'll fill in the missing days haha
sooo today friday.. let's see... i woke up, ate a bagel, took a crap, the usual hahaha, layed in bed for like 20 minutes, then got dressed and went to school.
first period. maaaaan it was a good episode of CSI, but we didn't get to finish it.
second period. boring. no point in wasting energy typing about it, even though i'm wasting energy typing this sentence.
third period. did some CASL lab thing, boring.
fourth period. oh maaaan my crashing period hahahaha. my head would be like bobbing up and down and my eyelids would be all heavy.
fifth period. boring.
lunch. damnit i wanted to see that new girl marcelo was talking about. i wanted to meet her too. and damnit kelvin. damnit.
sixth period. we had a sub, so i tried to read Lovely Bones, but i fell asleep a few times LOL. it's a good book though tawnya!! thanks!! i got in 2 pages. thanks alex for keeping me awake hahaha.
soo kelvin texts me saying the new girl is in his english class. damnit. just damnit. so when the bell rang, i sprint walked to his class. but nooooo she was gone. dambit freakin kelvin. freakin new girl hahaha. sooo i met up with alex and we went to the pooldeck area to put our stuff. then we go to the tables to go bother tawnya. alex and tawnya are still at war hahahahah. theen i think it was like 15 minutes, and she leaves. so i go back to the pooldeck encountering rhea asking me a buncha questions -_-
then dryland came and it was shirtless friday, yeah!!!! did the same workouts and yeaaah.
then after thats where some fun started haha. called thomas up and went to dolphin bay. he was with eric, adam, katherine, and david. we sat and played spoons haha. it was intense. eric fell back on his chair and cards flew everywhere. oh and if you lose, katherine spells SPOONS on your arm. i only got SPOO, and katherine lost so many times she had to add extra S's LOL!! SPOONSSSSSS. then after david drove us back to rowland. and of course adam the homo went in the trunk along with eric. soo i tell david, "hey man, let's go through a buncha speed bumps." ahhahaha but rowland had weak speedbumps, so it wasn't as fun -_-.
after we meet up with sarah and i leave because it got boring. and i didn't get any free food from that tailgate. damnit.
soo i went home and took a nap and played some games. listening to KISS: LIVE! thats how bored i am haha
welll i'm out. not a very fun day today haha.
-jamie sid wolfgang fang out!
p.s. MAGIC FOURSOME NOTEBOOK!! i miss you!!
Friday, January 30, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
when EVERYTHING seems good
turns out, it really isnt...
ugh trevor ariza.
stay up man.
you'll be back.
greaaaaaat, this will be on my mind alot..
and its gonna bother me.
and to think that my callous/blister on my hand is really frustrating me and i have to play under such circumstances.
UGH.
these things just jeep adding up and stacking up on one another.
stressing me out.
and when theres nothing wrong, it feels like something is wrong.
roller coaster of emotions.
ugh trevor ariza.
stay up man.
you'll be back.
greaaaaaat, this will be on my mind alot..
and its gonna bother me.
and to think that my callous/blister on my hand is really frustrating me and i have to play under such circumstances.
UGH.
these things just jeep adding up and stacking up on one another.
stressing me out.
and when theres nothing wrong, it feels like something is wrong.
roller coaster of emotions.
Marcelos fart <3
Today in 4th period Marcelo went outside to fart, and when he came in the classroom and sat down in his seat next to me. The scent followed him, and it smelled so bad. it was so bad that my eyes got teary, so i covered my nose but the scent was in my sweater. damnit marcelo.
so today in 6th period i was doing my work, then xuan talks to ms. kuo about something, and lisa itani butts in. so xuan got all pissed off and said shut theBLOOOOP up. so lisa itani says shut the BLOOOP up back to her. then xuan turned all red, and yelled, " say it to my face BLOOOP!" and she walks up to lisa face to face. and lisa says it to her face. and here i am front row, getting all nervous because what if they did get in a catfight. i wouldn't know what to do. so my face was like O.O and =o. cause knowing xuan, she can beat anyone up. soo that was scary. and ms. kuo there was just passing paper out acting as if nothing was happening LOL. so after that was over, i look back at alex and our faces were like =o ooooh dang... then i look to lillian and we all had the same expression. i wanted to laugh so hard, but i was afraid lisa or xuan would've beaten me up for laughing, sooo i just put my head down haha.
then after i went to go find marcelo and alex, but then i see tawnya. and she forgot her stuff in erbians classroom. so we go look for erbian because her "swim stuff" was in there. "SWIM STUFF". so i think tawnya found erbian and i went to the pooldeck to give kevin my USB for The Dark Knight album. then after he left for the girls water polo game. and me alex and josh went to go eat food and listen to some old albums. Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, and some Eagles. Hotel California <3! Desperado! <3.
then after we went to dryland to do dryland. and the swim tryouts started for the tryout ers? then some Indian guy threw up on the pooldeck. so that was nasty. but yeah. thats about it haha
then after i went to the basketball games. GG for the JV.. so close.. so close.. and then i went home and ate dinner. and played some games. aaaaaaand now im blogging about marcelos fart. hahahaha
-Jamie Sid Wolfgang Fang OUT!
so today in 6th period i was doing my work, then xuan talks to ms. kuo about something, and lisa itani butts in. so xuan got all pissed off and said shut theBLOOOOP up. so lisa itani says shut the BLOOOP up back to her. then xuan turned all red, and yelled, " say it to my face BLOOOP!" and she walks up to lisa face to face. and lisa says it to her face. and here i am front row, getting all nervous because what if they did get in a catfight. i wouldn't know what to do. so my face was like O.O and =o. cause knowing xuan, she can beat anyone up. soo that was scary. and ms. kuo there was just passing paper out acting as if nothing was happening LOL. so after that was over, i look back at alex and our faces were like =o ooooh dang... then i look to lillian and we all had the same expression. i wanted to laugh so hard, but i was afraid lisa or xuan would've beaten me up for laughing, sooo i just put my head down haha.
then after i went to go find marcelo and alex, but then i see tawnya. and she forgot her stuff in erbians classroom. so we go look for erbian because her "swim stuff" was in there. "SWIM STUFF". so i think tawnya found erbian and i went to the pooldeck to give kevin my USB for The Dark Knight album. then after he left for the girls water polo game. and me alex and josh went to go eat food and listen to some old albums. Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, and some Eagles. Hotel California <3! Desperado! <3.
then after we went to dryland to do dryland. and the swim tryouts started for the tryout ers? then some Indian guy threw up on the pooldeck. so that was nasty. but yeah. thats about it haha
then after i went to the basketball games. GG for the JV.. so close.. so close.. and then i went home and ate dinner. and played some games. aaaaaaand now im blogging about marcelos fart. hahahaha
-Jamie Sid Wolfgang Fang OUT!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
31h35m36s
later, i am dumbfounded on how you are so capable of meeting my expectations, wants, needs etc.
so speshuuuuuuuh.
hmmmm
everything is starting to fall into place.
sun shining everyday again :]
all smiles!
butterflies in the tummy!
heart ski ski skippin, like BOOM BOOM!
very content.
and happy!
and when unhappy, easily influenced into happiness.
truly blessed by God.
HUUUUUUUM.
<33333
so speshuuuuuuuh.
hmmmm
everything is starting to fall into place.
sun shining everyday again :]
all smiles!
butterflies in the tummy!
heart ski ski skippin, like BOOM BOOM!
very content.
and happy!
and when unhappy, easily influenced into happiness.
truly blessed by God.
HUUUUUUUM.
<33333
Monday, January 26, 2009
swim team tryouts wednesday 3:00
OH AND SWIM TEAM TRYOUTS WEDNESDAY AT 3:00, bring swimsuits, goggles, and towels. and your A GAME! =)
Jamie Fang
sooo... today was a fun day.
i woke up at 5:45 to eat cereal and bagels. then i brushed my teeth. after that i took a crap.
when i was done i went to go get changed. while i was applying deodorant on, i had to sneeze. so i look down and sneeze. and guess what happened?! my head went forward and i hit my forehead hard on my drawer. after that i went to school wearing the damn sweater marcelo told me to wear. it was a bad idea.
so at school i just did work until 4th period. mr. cristler. he was talking about the 2012 thing and the neutron bomb. i got scared, and i know marcelo was scared. he kept asking all these questions about it. he probaly peed in his pants too, but i dont blame him. it was some scary stuff. one second i could be peeing, and the next i can be gone.
after i went to 5th period. no i didn't ditch you nicole!! hahaha i'll sayyou ditched me. and i found out i had a 79.1 in that class, damnit. and it couldn't be rounded up, damnit. so i actually did work in that class. oooh yeah!
then lunch came and like i said, it was a bad idea wearing the same sweater as marcelo -_-, damnit. and i didn't eat any lunch, because 2 bucks for a cheap burger is just lame. yea, i'm typing my feelings out about lunch ahha. i'm pro at blogging. as iw as saying, so i was walking then i see tawnya and wait with her thinking she was getting lunch, but she just got a drink >.> .
then after i just sat down, and waited for the bell to ring and went to chinese. chinese was boring like always, except for alex begging the teacher to change his grade to an A LOL. what a noob! ahhaha. if he reads this, i'm a dead man.
then afterschool came and i put my stuff by the pooldeck, and go to the lunch area to buy food and wait for alex to come. then i see tawnya there and we just hung out for like 30 - 45 minutes, i don't know haha. i thought it was fun, especially the part when i got to watch the dance videos haha. your hair went crazy in the video tawnya! but it was still cool.
oh ya sandals tomorrow tawnya? >.> WHICH YOU BETTER WEAR!
soo at 3 i went to dryland and just did rowing machines, pull ups, jumprope, and medicine balls. same old. but i guess when we were done, i was so close to blacking out. i think it was because i didnt eat anything. i coulda died today man!! but i didn't. still a fun day haha
after that i called thomas up, and he was at adams house, so i walked to his house. we played rockband there. we rocked out to some detroit rock city, enter sandman, mr. brightside, and some other songs haha. yea, i totally owned on EASY mode LOL. adams dogs were all over me. i don't blame them though. and yeah i left around 6 and came home. and ate.
damnit marcelo, i know you love monique a lot. but stop talking about how her hugs are so nice or how shes like the nicest person you've met. but if you repeat it everyday in 4th period, yeah... it gets -_-. so monique, marcelo loves you a lot. and i know this because, he sits right next to me in 4th period, and i want to beat him up everyday. =)
oh and marcelo, stop being all cranky everyday man or the bad day crap -_- haha. suck it up!!!!!
think about the neutron bomb!! be happy!!!! =) just incase ya you know. so appreciate life! and stop crying about your callused hands!
oh yeah since i had a journal topic about appreciating people and learning about the neutron bombs here are some nice comments
monique: your cool and i don't look like sid. i'll be thanking you soon haha
marcelo: kiinda cool, but thanks for the good laughs and helping me with the "probalems"
tawnya: aka Pearl =). you're cool too and nice and outgoing. and i do not look like sid.
jamie: you dont look like sid. you're cool as well.
kelvin: 4 years i've known you, i can say thanks for being there for me at times and also good laughs.
alex: thanks for pushing me and helping me with a lot of stuff. we get some good laughs too ahah
thomas: even though we barely started talking this year, we've had good laughs too. oh and my afterschool hang out buddy. thanks man
well yeaaah.. i might've forgotten some people or some thankings but i can always add later on
- JAMIE SID WOLFGANG FANG OUT!
i woke up at 5:45 to eat cereal and bagels. then i brushed my teeth. after that i took a crap.
when i was done i went to go get changed. while i was applying deodorant on, i had to sneeze. so i look down and sneeze. and guess what happened?! my head went forward and i hit my forehead hard on my drawer. after that i went to school wearing the damn sweater marcelo told me to wear. it was a bad idea.
so at school i just did work until 4th period. mr. cristler. he was talking about the 2012 thing and the neutron bomb. i got scared, and i know marcelo was scared. he kept asking all these questions about it. he probaly peed in his pants too, but i dont blame him. it was some scary stuff. one second i could be peeing, and the next i can be gone.
after i went to 5th period. no i didn't ditch you nicole!! hahaha i'll sayyou ditched me. and i found out i had a 79.1 in that class, damnit. and it couldn't be rounded up, damnit. so i actually did work in that class. oooh yeah!
then lunch came and like i said, it was a bad idea wearing the same sweater as marcelo -_-, damnit. and i didn't eat any lunch, because 2 bucks for a cheap burger is just lame. yea, i'm typing my feelings out about lunch ahha. i'm pro at blogging. as iw as saying, so i was walking then i see tawnya and wait with her thinking she was getting lunch, but she just got a drink >.> .
then after i just sat down, and waited for the bell to ring and went to chinese. chinese was boring like always, except for alex begging the teacher to change his grade to an A LOL. what a noob! ahhaha. if he reads this, i'm a dead man.
then afterschool came and i put my stuff by the pooldeck, and go to the lunch area to buy food and wait for alex to come. then i see tawnya there and we just hung out for like 30 - 45 minutes, i don't know haha. i thought it was fun, especially the part when i got to watch the dance videos haha. your hair went crazy in the video tawnya! but it was still cool.
oh ya sandals tomorrow tawnya? >.> WHICH YOU BETTER WEAR!
soo at 3 i went to dryland and just did rowing machines, pull ups, jumprope, and medicine balls. same old. but i guess when we were done, i was so close to blacking out. i think it was because i didnt eat anything. i coulda died today man!! but i didn't. still a fun day haha
after that i called thomas up, and he was at adams house, so i walked to his house. we played rockband there. we rocked out to some detroit rock city, enter sandman, mr. brightside, and some other songs haha. yea, i totally owned on EASY mode LOL. adams dogs were all over me. i don't blame them though. and yeah i left around 6 and came home. and ate.
damnit marcelo, i know you love monique a lot. but stop talking about how her hugs are so nice or how shes like the nicest person you've met. but if you repeat it everyday in 4th period, yeah... it gets -_-. so monique, marcelo loves you a lot. and i know this because, he sits right next to me in 4th period, and i want to beat him up everyday. =)
oh and marcelo, stop being all cranky everyday man or the bad day crap -_- haha. suck it up!!!!!
think about the neutron bomb!! be happy!!!! =) just incase ya you know. so appreciate life! and stop crying about your callused hands!
oh yeah since i had a journal topic about appreciating people and learning about the neutron bombs here are some nice comments
monique: your cool and i don't look like sid. i'll be thanking you soon haha
marcelo: kiinda cool, but thanks for the good laughs and helping me with the "probalems"
tawnya: aka Pearl =). you're cool too and nice and outgoing. and i do not look like sid.
jamie: you dont look like sid. you're cool as well.
kelvin: 4 years i've known you, i can say thanks for being there for me at times and also good laughs.
alex: thanks for pushing me and helping me with a lot of stuff. we get some good laughs too ahah
thomas: even though we barely started talking this year, we've had good laughs too. oh and my afterschool hang out buddy. thanks man
well yeaaah.. i might've forgotten some people or some thankings but i can always add later on
- JAMIE SID WOLFGANG FANG OUT!
eh
a sudden not so great, frustrating night lead to little sleep.
sleep which was also disrupted by the sound of hail.
little sleep led to leaving a whole bunch of crap at home.
that then led to the discovery of a 3.5 GPA.
3.5 isnt bad, but still felt like sub par achievement.
that led to a crappy mood.
a crappy mood led to a crappy day.
then at lunch, there's no more chicken patty..
so had to buy an unsatisfactory cheeseburger instead.
a crappy day led to tennis and my stupid callous.
then the rain.
rain led to an unhappier mood.
the unhappy mood leads to now.
eh.
thats all for todays blog.
gloooom.
whateverssss
sleep which was also disrupted by the sound of hail.
little sleep led to leaving a whole bunch of crap at home.
that then led to the discovery of a 3.5 GPA.
3.5 isnt bad, but still felt like sub par achievement.
that led to a crappy mood.
a crappy mood led to a crappy day.
then at lunch, there's no more chicken patty..
so had to buy an unsatisfactory cheeseburger instead.
a crappy day led to tennis and my stupid callous.
then the rain.
rain led to an unhappier mood.
the unhappy mood leads to now.
eh.
thats all for todays blog.
gloooom.
whateverssss
Sunday, January 25, 2009
monique's blogspot
is ugly LAWLZ.
sorry :]
anyway.
we're wearing our sweaters tomorrow, RIGHT JAMIE?!
you better wear it.
OMG SECOND SEMESTER!
i wonder if i got good grades..
uhhhh what'd i do today..
woke up, shower, watched the celtics game, played tennis, drove to brea to play more tennis, drove home, ate el pollo loco and pizza, phone with luff, wash dishes, clippers game.
yes -_-
i have a callous/blister on my right hand on the bottom of my index finger on the palm area and it hurts like a bitch.
i could barely hold my racket when i played tennis in the afternoon.
and to think that i have a tournament this weekend again..
i hope my hand holds up, or it pops asap so it wont hurt on the weekend.
or i hope i dont have to play with such pain.
we'll see.
HMMMM, my luff is at grandmas house right now.
and there's nothing to do right now..
except watch the clippers game and play ps2.
BUT i would like to take this time to write about another thing i like about you.
hmmmm
i know some people..AHEM JAMIE.. thats run across people who dont know how to hug.
haha giving someone a hug isn't only a form of greeting, or a way to show acknowledgement/affection, or even a reaction from an emotion of some sort.
a hug can tell/show alot about somebody.
for instance, someone that would hug you, but barely touch you, doesnt show much.. except that they dont wanna touch you.
probably because, that person is shy therefore, is somewhat questionable.
some people give out quick hugs.. types you'd give to FRIENDS ONLY AND NOTHING ELSE.
so it's sort of a hint that they're not interested or something.
some people dont even bother reaching out their arms.
shows THE EFFORT THEY PUT IN.
a hug really does tell alot about the person, and their feelings and such.
your hugs show me your caring side, and gives me the confidence that you know/ you'll know how to treat me right and show me a good time.
since you know how to "hug", it pretty much tells me the matureness...
if that makes sense.
when you hug me, it feels like you dont wanna let go.
its not quick and lame.
and i like that.
with you not wanting to let go shows me my worth to you.
and i thank you for showing me that i matter.
because everytime i need something/someone to restore confidence or happiness or when i need to "refresh", you come to the rescue. MY rescue.
because you actually do care a whole lot about me, my happiness and my well being.
not only do you show me through words, you also show me through action.. your hugs being one of the many examples.
i love that about you.
i am very very very very very very very lucky to have you in my life.
hmmm i dont wanna go on cos then i'd start talking about something else i like about you.
NEED TO FOCUS ON THE TOPIC: YOUR HUGS.
hmmmm
i like when you squeeze me and hold me tight.
its able to not only keep me warm, but let me know that im in the right place.
cos your hugs are comfortable.
like how its comfortable to be home?
so im home in your arms?
yknow?!
the feeeling i get when you give me a hug, is sorta like...
the sort of sensation YOU get when you eat lee's sandwiches with soy milk.
YEP, i bet.
haha
hmmmm i also like that im able to sniff your hair when we hug.
cos it smells good :]
every, single, time.
smells sooooooooo good.
you probably arent aware -_-
too much of one thing can be bad.
but lemme tell you this,
too much of you is never bad.
too much of your hugs is never bad.
there could never be too much of you and your hugs.
keeeep it coming.
cos it wont fill me up.
well it does..
LOL
"you fill me up...
emotionally and i dont have to unbutton my pants"
im in like with you and your hugs.
sorry :]
anyway.
we're wearing our sweaters tomorrow, RIGHT JAMIE?!
you better wear it.
OMG SECOND SEMESTER!
i wonder if i got good grades..
uhhhh what'd i do today..
woke up, shower, watched the celtics game, played tennis, drove to brea to play more tennis, drove home, ate el pollo loco and pizza, phone with luff, wash dishes, clippers game.
yes -_-
i have a callous/blister on my right hand on the bottom of my index finger on the palm area and it hurts like a bitch.
i could barely hold my racket when i played tennis in the afternoon.
and to think that i have a tournament this weekend again..
i hope my hand holds up, or it pops asap so it wont hurt on the weekend.
or i hope i dont have to play with such pain.
we'll see.
HMMMM, my luff is at grandmas house right now.
and there's nothing to do right now..
except watch the clippers game and play ps2.
BUT i would like to take this time to write about another thing i like about you.
hmmmm
i know some people..AHEM JAMIE.. thats run across people who dont know how to hug.
haha giving someone a hug isn't only a form of greeting, or a way to show acknowledgement/affection, or even a reaction from an emotion of some sort.
a hug can tell/show alot about somebody.
for instance, someone that would hug you, but barely touch you, doesnt show much.. except that they dont wanna touch you.
probably because, that person is shy therefore, is somewhat questionable.
some people give out quick hugs.. types you'd give to FRIENDS ONLY AND NOTHING ELSE.
so it's sort of a hint that they're not interested or something.
some people dont even bother reaching out their arms.
shows THE EFFORT THEY PUT IN.
a hug really does tell alot about the person, and their feelings and such.
your hugs show me your caring side, and gives me the confidence that you know/ you'll know how to treat me right and show me a good time.
since you know how to "hug", it pretty much tells me the matureness...
if that makes sense.
when you hug me, it feels like you dont wanna let go.
its not quick and lame.
and i like that.
with you not wanting to let go shows me my worth to you.
and i thank you for showing me that i matter.
because everytime i need something/someone to restore confidence or happiness or when i need to "refresh", you come to the rescue. MY rescue.
because you actually do care a whole lot about me, my happiness and my well being.
not only do you show me through words, you also show me through action.. your hugs being one of the many examples.
i love that about you.
i am very very very very very very very lucky to have you in my life.
hmmm i dont wanna go on cos then i'd start talking about something else i like about you.
NEED TO FOCUS ON THE TOPIC: YOUR HUGS.
hmmmm
i like when you squeeze me and hold me tight.
its able to not only keep me warm, but let me know that im in the right place.
cos your hugs are comfortable.
like how its comfortable to be home?
so im home in your arms?
yknow?!
the feeeling i get when you give me a hug, is sorta like...
the sort of sensation YOU get when you eat lee's sandwiches with soy milk.
YEP, i bet.
haha
hmmmm i also like that im able to sniff your hair when we hug.
cos it smells good :]
every, single, time.
smells sooooooooo good.
you probably arent aware -_-
too much of one thing can be bad.
but lemme tell you this,
too much of you is never bad.
too much of your hugs is never bad.
there could never be too much of you and your hugs.
keeeep it coming.
cos it wont fill me up.
well it does..
LOL
"you fill me up...
emotionally and i dont have to unbutton my pants"
im in like with you and your hugs.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
jamie sid wolfgang fang
i woke up today because i was hungry. no not because i'm a fatass tawnya -_- but because i didn't get to eat dinner the night before. thanks marcelo <3
after i just watched t.v. / played some games/ owned marcelo up/ and eat. hahaha
yes it was boring. until 6ish. kelvin told me to go pick monique and tawnya up because they didn't have a ride. so i called them and IMed them, but NOOO no one was picking up for like 5 minutes hahaha. and my mom wanted to get dinner, so we left and she went to go order her food.
After... we went to tawnyas cousins house? to pick them up. when my mom saw them, her first words were, "omg why are they so sexy?!"
thanks monique and tawnya for making me look good LOL!!!!!!!
so after we went to olive garden and met up with everyone. nicole (lame-o) was there because.. eh... i have no idea why..
but marcelo, tim, thomas, phillip, mariel, alex, and kelvin were there.
so we just waited, then tawnya and i gave marcelo our awesome present. me + a giftcard. and had a little "threesome" moment. you guys loved it, i know i know.
after we went to get seated, and damnit i'll just get to the eating part. TOO MUCH TO TYPE
i ordered a steak pasta thing
so we had a buncha salad and breadsticks, and kelvin loved the breadsticks because they were free.
then my pasta came and i was full kinda, but i still ate haha. i would say i ate like a very sophisticated gentlemen. but that's just me LOL
then later tawnya left then monique, so we just sat there talking and getting some good laughs in haha. and kelvin drank my sprite damnit. just cause it was free -_-
and then we called our parents to pick us up, and marcelo scored some points with my mom.
aaand thats about it, a good way to end this long ass blog.
- jamie sid wolfgang fang OUT!!!!!!!
p.s. i do not look like sid
after i just watched t.v. / played some games/ owned marcelo up/ and eat. hahaha
yes it was boring. until 6ish. kelvin told me to go pick monique and tawnya up because they didn't have a ride. so i called them and IMed them, but NOOO no one was picking up for like 5 minutes hahaha. and my mom wanted to get dinner, so we left and she went to go order her food.
After... we went to tawnyas cousins house? to pick them up. when my mom saw them, her first words were, "omg why are they so sexy?!"
thanks monique and tawnya for making me look good LOL!!!!!!!
so after we went to olive garden and met up with everyone. nicole (lame-o) was there because.. eh... i have no idea why..
but marcelo, tim, thomas, phillip, mariel, alex, and kelvin were there.
so we just waited, then tawnya and i gave marcelo our awesome present. me + a giftcard. and had a little "threesome" moment. you guys loved it, i know i know.
after we went to get seated, and damnit i'll just get to the eating part. TOO MUCH TO TYPE
i ordered a steak pasta thing
so we had a buncha salad and breadsticks, and kelvin loved the breadsticks because they were free.
then my pasta came and i was full kinda, but i still ate haha. i would say i ate like a very sophisticated gentlemen. but that's just me LOL
then later tawnya left then monique, so we just sat there talking and getting some good laughs in haha. and kelvin drank my sprite damnit. just cause it was free -_-
and then we called our parents to pick us up, and marcelo scored some points with my mom.
aaand thats about it, a good way to end this long ass blog.
- jamie sid wolfgang fang OUT!!!!!!!
p.s. i do not look like sid
bday dinnner.
at olive garden.
couple people couldnt make it.
and sorrry you missed it :[
tim. phillip. me. my sis. jamie. kelvin. alex. tawnya. monique. thomas.
nicole, yeong, and elvis dropped by too.
and wesley came to pick up tawnya.
nice place.
good food.
even greater time spent with my friends.
and monique<3
i ordered..
chicken something.. with spaghetti on the side.
and yeah!
minutes spent observing my luff chew her food!
and the tiny movements she makes while..
breathing.
eating.
and such.
hahaha
me jamie kevin and monique killed two servings of salad and bread.
MAN HAHA. woooooo we coulda quit right there and left cos it was already alot.
so jamie and tawnya presented me with a forever21 giftcard! thanks loves. you're the greatest!
uhhhh thomas and alex bought me a card. and... A PIN THAT SAYS "COOL KID"
LOLOLOLOL.
man, you guys being there were already enough, guys.
im truly blessed to have friends like you guys to show me a good time.
and monique made me a cute "it's the thought that counts", "came from the heart" card.
like i felt really super duper warm in the inside when i read it.
cos it was one of a kind.
and genuine.
and simple.
and the drawings of my favorite food :]<3
shows me that you pay attention to me.
and i am a somebody to you.
that i matter. and you care.
and tells me alot about the way you are.
but SOMETIMES
i just wish you'd be able to say things to me without having to worry about anything -_-
but you're great the way you are.
maybe i'll let you slide if you dont __________ in the mornings!
LOLOL yeah i'll give you hugs and what not.
you just keep finding ways of making me/keeping me happy.
i dont know how you do it.
but you're just capable of it.
if i knew how you do it, i'd do the exact same things to be able to do the same for you.
cos what you've done so far, for me, has made a great impact on the change i've been looking for.
and yeah.
yeah, i like you, monique.
alot.
you just know the ways.
i admit it to the world.
or to everyone who reads this.
lets keep it smooth as butter.
dont change.
i like you the way you are.
i like it the way it is.
cos you fill me up without me having to unbutton my pants.
theres alot more about you, luff.
hmmm but im tired.
i just wanted to write this so you'd have something to read tonight.
OH BTW TONIGHT WAS FUN!
THANKS GUYS.
I LOVE YOU JAMIE...
... 'S MOM<3
kelvin<3>
tim and birdman, GTFO.
alex -_-
thomas, rofl dark alley.
luffff..huuuuuuum....i wanna give you an unintentional accident right now.
hahaha
TAWNYA, THANKS HOMIE!
goodluck tomorrow
gnite
couple people couldnt make it.
and sorrry you missed it :[
tim. phillip. me. my sis. jamie. kelvin. alex. tawnya. monique. thomas.
nicole, yeong, and elvis dropped by too.
and wesley came to pick up tawnya.
nice place.
good food.
even greater time spent with my friends.
and monique<3
i ordered..
chicken something.. with spaghetti on the side.
and yeah!
minutes spent observing my luff chew her food!
and the tiny movements she makes while..
breathing.
eating.
and such.
hahaha
me jamie kevin and monique killed two servings of salad and bread.
MAN HAHA. woooooo we coulda quit right there and left cos it was already alot.
so jamie and tawnya presented me with a forever21 giftcard! thanks loves. you're the greatest!
uhhhh thomas and alex bought me a card. and... A PIN THAT SAYS "COOL KID"
LOLOLOLOL.
man, you guys being there were already enough, guys.
im truly blessed to have friends like you guys to show me a good time.
and monique made me a cute "it's the thought that counts", "came from the heart" card.
like i felt really super duper warm in the inside when i read it.
cos it was one of a kind.
and genuine.
and simple.
and the drawings of my favorite food :]<3
shows me that you pay attention to me.
and i am a somebody to you.
that i matter. and you care.
and tells me alot about the way you are.
but SOMETIMES
i just wish you'd be able to say things to me without having to worry about anything -_-
but you're great the way you are.
maybe i'll let you slide if you dont __________ in the mornings!
LOLOL yeah i'll give you hugs and what not.
you just keep finding ways of making me/keeping me happy.
i dont know how you do it.
but you're just capable of it.
if i knew how you do it, i'd do the exact same things to be able to do the same for you.
cos what you've done so far, for me, has made a great impact on the change i've been looking for.
and yeah.
yeah, i like you, monique.
alot.
you just know the ways.
i admit it to the world.
or to everyone who reads this.
lets keep it smooth as butter.
dont change.
i like you the way you are.
i like it the way it is.
cos you fill me up without me having to unbutton my pants.
theres alot more about you, luff.
hmmm but im tired.
i just wanted to write this so you'd have something to read tonight.
OH BTW TONIGHT WAS FUN!
THANKS GUYS.
I LOVE YOU JAMIE...
... 'S MOM<3
kelvin<3>
tim and birdman, GTFO.
alex -_-
thomas, rofl dark alley.
luffff..huuuuuuum....i wanna give you an unintentional accident right now.
hahaha
TAWNYA, THANKS HOMIE!
goodluck tomorrow
gnite
not feeeling so good
about myself.
and my capabilities.
and my worth.
thoughts like
what can you do, marcelo?
how far can you go, marcelo?
do you matter, marcelo?
can you do this, marcelo?
are you good enough, marcelo?
are you strong enough?
are going through my mind.
wow.
what a disastrous chain of events.
nobody's gonna take anything from me.
im fighting to keep everything.
give me the strength.
and my capabilities.
and my worth.
thoughts like
what can you do, marcelo?
how far can you go, marcelo?
do you matter, marcelo?
can you do this, marcelo?
are you good enough, marcelo?
are you strong enough?
are going through my mind.
wow.
what a disastrous chain of events.
nobody's gonna take anything from me.
im fighting to keep everything.
give me the strength.
from the past
experiences, small things would bother me.
but i mean now that things have seriously changed, it didnt take me all that long to hit the "refresh" button.
the only thing that upset me was i made a big deal about it. and i guess i shouldnt have,
cos it was clearly an accident.
and i teased you about it and made it seem like a big deal.
it could be a big deal, but it isnt. or idk. is it?
and yeah.
sorry.
but i wish you couldve just told me.
cos i felt like with finding out from someone else, i felt like you didnt want me thinking anything and i was assuming things and yeah..
and it seemed to bother you.
and i knew right away, damn i blew it.
like if it seemed like it bothered you that i think you initiated it or you actually did what you did (although it never crossed your mind), then i think that it might also bother you heading into this direction.
or something.
like im killing myself inside and at the same time the thought of you not wanting me to know/think/assume things by indirectly letting me know is...
eh.
but like i said before, it shouldnt be a big deal.
its all a misunderstanding.
a mistake? or an accident?
idkkk..
prolly a mistake.
cos yeah.
sorry i wont think so freely anymore.
and i should know better or yeah.
im kinda out of it now.
haha im confusing myself
sorry.
im just gettting ahead of myself, i guess.
but i mean now that things have seriously changed, it didnt take me all that long to hit the "refresh" button.
the only thing that upset me was i made a big deal about it. and i guess i shouldnt have,
cos it was clearly an accident.
and i teased you about it and made it seem like a big deal.
it could be a big deal, but it isnt. or idk. is it?
and yeah.
sorry.
but i wish you couldve just told me.
cos i felt like with finding out from someone else, i felt like you didnt want me thinking anything and i was assuming things and yeah..
and it seemed to bother you.
and i knew right away, damn i blew it.
like if it seemed like it bothered you that i think you initiated it or you actually did what you did (although it never crossed your mind), then i think that it might also bother you heading into this direction.
or something.
like im killing myself inside and at the same time the thought of you not wanting me to know/think/assume things by indirectly letting me know is...
eh.
but like i said before, it shouldnt be a big deal.
its all a misunderstanding.
a mistake? or an accident?
idkkk..
prolly a mistake.
cos yeah.
sorry i wont think so freely anymore.
and i should know better or yeah.
im kinda out of it now.
haha im confusing myself
sorry.
im just gettting ahead of myself, i guess.
SO FROM THIS DAY FORWARD
JAMIE AND I ARE SHARING BLOGS.
JAMIE AND I ARE SHARING BLOGS.
JAMIE AND I ARE SHARING BLOGS.
JAMIE AND I ARE SHARING BLOGS.
JAMIE AND I ARE SHARING BLOGS.
you'll know it's him, when it sounds retarded.
but he'll make a note on the title or in the entry that it's his.
JAMIE AND I ARE SHARING BLOGS.
JAMIE AND I ARE SHARING BLOGS.
JAMIE AND I ARE SHARING BLOGS.
JAMIE AND I ARE SHARING BLOGS.
you'll know it's him, when it sounds retarded.
but he'll make a note on the title or in the entry that it's his.
Friday, January 23, 2009
shopping+movie day
bused it to jamie's.
walked to tim's house to pick him up.
saw phillip and his GLASSES WOOHOO.
and no gel.
kimchi everywhere! and the aroma of yummy food :]
walked to jamie's when kelvin called asking us to pick him up.
we told him to walk towards jellick so it'd be closer BUT he didnt want to.
jamie's bro gives us a ride to pick kelvin up at carls jr.
hahaha once we park, kelvin walks towards the car, leans forward to open the door and we drove away LOLOLOLOL!
haha that was funny.
uhm, got to the mall, walked around.
kelvin was hungry so we got food while jamie and i shared frozen yogurt.
yuuuuuum mochi on mango flavored yogurt.
we went to pacsun, and i bought this 40 dollar sweater that jamie has in a diff color for only 12 bucks ^_^
not only can we match, BUT I GOT IT FOR A SUPER CHEAP PRICE LOL.
uhhhh i think we went to the arcade to play air hockey.
jamie sucks so bad.
then jamie, kelvin and tim played a shooting game.
then we played this racing thinggy.
walked out then i think tim wanted candy and jamie wanted icee, so we headed towards this candy store that sold icee.
uuuuuuuhm.. yeah expensive candy -_-
we went to go sit down in the middle of the mall...
waiting..
hoping tawnya, monique and adriana would come.
it got hot so we got up and walked around and decided to go to amc.
then we wanted some fresh air so we walked outside.
and we sorta walked around the mall, when there was this hot girl that me and jamie saw walking towards the sidewalk. and she started walking behind us...
tim and kelvin wanted to see her face but it wouldve been really weird if they turned around to look.
SOOOO we walked slower so she'd pass us.
she walked past us and we all smelled her perfume.
smelled gooooooood!
but we didnt get a close look at her face.
we followed her as she was walking in the mall WHEN we spotted tawnyas dad's car slowing down on the side to drop monique and tawnya off.
SO I TOLD THE GUYS "DONT LOOK DONT LOOOK "
cos yeah.
and we walked in but we looked back to see if they saw us.
SO WE LOST THE GIRL.
hahaha.
uuuuuuhm.
apparently they were calling us when they walked in but i didnt hear anything.
nor did tim or jamie or kelvin.
hahaha.
ADRIANA WAS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN.
uh we decided to watch a movie.
we didnt wanna buy tix so we thought about just walking in with an old ticket.
but jamie didnt wanna, so he bought a ticket.
i tried it first, as a guinea pig.
i acted like i was talking on the phone as i walked in. but the girl was talking to her friend that worked in amc so i just waved my ticket, they smiled at me, so i smiled back.
AND I GOT IN.
apparently jamie and kelvin and tim bought tix i think.
tawnya and monique tried going in BUT the girl asked to see if she can see their tix -_-
gg for them.
they had to buy the tix.
or they got it for free cos... jamie had a coupon or something.
i had a coupon for a free smalll drink, but my friend works there (he hooked tim up last time too cos hes my friend!) hooked me up with a large drink.
we spoke for a while.
tim bought small drink and popcorn, but MY friend knew that tim was my homie, so he hooked it up with large popcorn and drink.
then jamie gonzalez used his coupon to buy a small popcorn and drink, but sadly, didnt get hooked up LOLOLOL.
i tried to make it seem that jamie was my friend so maybe he can get hooked up too.
i didnt wanna ask, cos that'd be too much, you know -_-
paul blart was funny rofl.
in the beginning he was sweating in his shirt and it looked like -.-
LOL.
uhhhhh sat through it except for the last 5 min cos my sister called to tell me mom wanted me home asap.
i told my mom i'd be home before 8 30 (which is asap) if jamie gave me a ride, but if i bused it, i'll be home like 9 ish.
and she told me to bus it so i asked if she wanted me home ASAP or what -_-
so she was like whateverssssssss!
uhhhh after movie, we walked around for a bit.
we walked downstairs, to forever21, and yeah.
i saw matt!
kelvin was ASKING FOR GUPPY HOUSE.
but it woulda been a far walk.
sorry kelvin :[ next time. tomorrow maybe. SOOON ENOUGH!
we were gonna get food, so we went to the foodcourt.
we just ended up standing there to chat.
hahaha
uhm...
we waited for jamie's mom to come.
then we said goodbyes.
then me and jamie got in moms car.
drove 60--->605.
dropped me off my house.
told them the directions towards rowland.
haha thanks for today guys.
it was fun.
super duper fun.
and yesssssss.
haha jamie, gg for you, literally, good game!
hmmmmmm MAYBE IT WAS A ______!
who knows.
we'll see :]
tomorrow!
dinner.
yes!
ps. you smelled good.
ADRIANA, YOU BETTER BE THERE TOMORROW
walked to tim's house to pick him up.
saw phillip and his GLASSES WOOHOO.
and no gel.
kimchi everywhere! and the aroma of yummy food :]
walked to jamie's when kelvin called asking us to pick him up.
we told him to walk towards jellick so it'd be closer BUT he didnt want to.
jamie's bro gives us a ride to pick kelvin up at carls jr.
hahaha once we park, kelvin walks towards the car, leans forward to open the door and we drove away LOLOLOLOL!
haha that was funny.
uhm, got to the mall, walked around.
kelvin was hungry so we got food while jamie and i shared frozen yogurt.
yuuuuuum mochi on mango flavored yogurt.
we went to pacsun, and i bought this 40 dollar sweater that jamie has in a diff color for only 12 bucks ^_^
not only can we match, BUT I GOT IT FOR A SUPER CHEAP PRICE LOL.
uhhhh i think we went to the arcade to play air hockey.
jamie sucks so bad.
then jamie, kelvin and tim played a shooting game.
then we played this racing thinggy.
walked out then i think tim wanted candy and jamie wanted icee, so we headed towards this candy store that sold icee.
uuuuuuuhm.. yeah expensive candy -_-
we went to go sit down in the middle of the mall...
waiting..
hoping tawnya, monique and adriana would come.
it got hot so we got up and walked around and decided to go to amc.
then we wanted some fresh air so we walked outside.
and we sorta walked around the mall, when there was this hot girl that me and jamie saw walking towards the sidewalk. and she started walking behind us...
tim and kelvin wanted to see her face but it wouldve been really weird if they turned around to look.
SOOOO we walked slower so she'd pass us.
she walked past us and we all smelled her perfume.
smelled gooooooood!
but we didnt get a close look at her face.
we followed her as she was walking in the mall WHEN we spotted tawnyas dad's car slowing down on the side to drop monique and tawnya off.
SO I TOLD THE GUYS "DONT LOOK DONT LOOOK "
cos yeah.
and we walked in but we looked back to see if they saw us.
SO WE LOST THE GIRL.
hahaha.
uuuuuuhm.
apparently they were calling us when they walked in but i didnt hear anything.
nor did tim or jamie or kelvin.
hahaha.
ADRIANA WAS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN.
uh we decided to watch a movie.
we didnt wanna buy tix so we thought about just walking in with an old ticket.
but jamie didnt wanna, so he bought a ticket.
i tried it first, as a guinea pig.
i acted like i was talking on the phone as i walked in. but the girl was talking to her friend that worked in amc so i just waved my ticket, they smiled at me, so i smiled back.
AND I GOT IN.
apparently jamie and kelvin and tim bought tix i think.
tawnya and monique tried going in BUT the girl asked to see if she can see their tix -_-
gg for them.
they had to buy the tix.
or they got it for free cos... jamie had a coupon or something.
i had a coupon for a free smalll drink, but my friend works there (he hooked tim up last time too cos hes my friend!) hooked me up with a large drink.
we spoke for a while.
tim bought small drink and popcorn, but MY friend knew that tim was my homie, so he hooked it up with large popcorn and drink.
then jamie gonzalez used his coupon to buy a small popcorn and drink, but sadly, didnt get hooked up LOLOLOL.
i tried to make it seem that jamie was my friend so maybe he can get hooked up too.
i didnt wanna ask, cos that'd be too much, you know -_-
paul blart was funny rofl.
in the beginning he was sweating in his shirt and it looked like -.-
LOL.
uhhhhh sat through it except for the last 5 min cos my sister called to tell me mom wanted me home asap.
i told my mom i'd be home before 8 30 (which is asap) if jamie gave me a ride, but if i bused it, i'll be home like 9 ish.
and she told me to bus it so i asked if she wanted me home ASAP or what -_-
so she was like whateverssssssss!
uhhhh after movie, we walked around for a bit.
we walked downstairs, to forever21, and yeah.
i saw matt!
kelvin was ASKING FOR GUPPY HOUSE.
but it woulda been a far walk.
sorry kelvin :[ next time. tomorrow maybe. SOOON ENOUGH!
we were gonna get food, so we went to the foodcourt.
we just ended up standing there to chat.
hahaha
uhm...
we waited for jamie's mom to come.
then we said goodbyes.
then me and jamie got in moms car.
drove 60--->605.
dropped me off my house.
told them the directions towards rowland.
haha thanks for today guys.
it was fun.
super duper fun.
and yesssssss.
haha jamie, gg for you, literally, good game!
hmmmmmm MAYBE IT WAS A ______!
who knows.
we'll see :]
tomorrow!
dinner.
yes!
ps. you smelled good.
ADRIANA, YOU BETTER BE THERE TOMORROW
Thursday, January 22, 2009
i am
content with everything right now.
with what i have.
with my friends.
with you.
especially with you.
i liked today.
haha 61% on my physics final -_-
i hope my 82% doesnt go all the way down to a C.
in spanish, my grade went from 89 to 92 in a matter of 3 days before the final.
the final was pretty easy, i think...or i just effed up alot haha
if i get a B in physics and an A in spanish, then im looking at a 3.67 GPA.
yesssssss!
yes.
couldnt ask for more.
TREVOR ARIZA.
the cobra.
KOBE BRYANT.
the black mamba.
DEREK FISHER.
the fish/linebacker.
ANDREW BYNUM.
the great wall.
SASHA VUJACIC.
the machine.
hmmm thats all i've got for now.
oh and
monique lufflecakes.
MVP!
haha.
i reallly hope you feel better.
aaaah.
tawnya,
thanks for leaving without notice!
biiiitch haha
see you guys soon!
never knew how good frozen yogurt was! >:]
note to self: didnt play tennis today, gotta get back in shape haha
with what i have.
with my friends.
with you.
especially with you.
i liked today.
haha 61% on my physics final -_-
i hope my 82% doesnt go all the way down to a C.
in spanish, my grade went from 89 to 92 in a matter of 3 days before the final.
the final was pretty easy, i think...or i just effed up alot haha
if i get a B in physics and an A in spanish, then im looking at a 3.67 GPA.
yesssssss!
yes.
couldnt ask for more.
TREVOR ARIZA.
the cobra.
KOBE BRYANT.
the black mamba.
DEREK FISHER.
the fish/linebacker.
ANDREW BYNUM.
the great wall.
SASHA VUJACIC.
the machine.
hmmm thats all i've got for now.
oh and
monique lufflecakes.
MVP!
haha.
i reallly hope you feel better.
aaaah.
tawnya,
thanks for leaving without notice!
biiiitch haha
see you guys soon!
never knew how good frozen yogurt was! >:]
note to self: didnt play tennis today, gotta get back in shape haha
thursday
it was good to see you.
but idk if it was good for you to see me.
i think it made you sick haha.
feel better luff.
kelvin -_-
stop this gg!
haha
but idk if it was good for you to see me.
i think it made you sick haha.
feel better luff.
kelvin -_-
stop this gg!
haha
Sunday, January 18, 2009
luff
luffles of my life will be back home tonight!
yes.
i can be happy again.
yes!
monique <333333333333333333
spanish finals..
89 percent?
should i go for that A or keep the B LOL.
i just hope i dont go down by 10 percent -_-
WSUP JAMIE
yes.
i can be happy again.
yes!
monique <333333333333333333
spanish finals..
89 percent?
should i go for that A or keep the B LOL.
i just hope i dont go down by 10 percent -_-
WSUP JAMIE
Saturday, January 17, 2009
17 on the 17th
yeah.
i lost in the 3rd round of my tournament today.
the guy i lost to had a nose as big as california.
and he was a fcking cheat.
haha
uhmmmm..
yeah.
my luff left today.
soooo.
im sad.
=/
i dont really wanna write much.
but yeah, monique i miss you.
haha
overall my day, is okay?
could be better though haha
i lost in the 3rd round of my tournament today.
the guy i lost to had a nose as big as california.
and he was a fcking cheat.
haha
uhmmmm..
yeah.
my luff left today.
soooo.
im sad.
=/
i dont really wanna write much.
but yeah, monique i miss you.
haha
overall my day, is okay?
could be better though haha
Thursday, January 15, 2009
tonight
been looking up things that can help me with the mock trial.
stuff about lawyers.
do's and dont's.
procedures.
101.
and stuff.
now im tryna watch law and order or something on youtube.
i havent studied for physics test.
i havent talked to my luff.
but hey jamie's at 56 minutes now!
i think.
and im at 14m 59s with adriana!
rofl gg kelvin.
go to school tomorrow.
but feel better -_-
uhhh.
where are you?!?!
miss lvl 100o who's stacking up in every category because..
you can.
HUUUUUUUUUUM :]
^_^
^o^
imma sleep soon
stuff about lawyers.
do's and dont's.
procedures.
101.
and stuff.
now im tryna watch law and order or something on youtube.
i havent studied for physics test.
i havent talked to my luff.
but hey jamie's at 56 minutes now!
i think.
and im at 14m 59s with adriana!
rofl gg kelvin.
go to school tomorrow.
but feel better -_-
uhhh.
where are you?!?!
miss lvl 100o who's stacking up in every category because..
you can.
HUUUUUUUUUUM :]
^_^
^o^
imma sleep soon
you miss me
it's obvious.
i want trevor ariza.
aaaaaaaah
uhm.
court trial!
im excited.
aynwat's sick.
feel better homie!
nananananana.
uh stupid physics test/final.
OKAY SO MY GRADES..
spanish 3- 88.9 B+
math- 93.6 A
history- 94.8 A
physics- 83.6 B-
english- 71.9 C- (but it's weighted, so it's really a B-)
tennis- 100? A+++?
okay im looking at working on english final the most, but it should be failry easy, as long as i stay on task.
uhm, i CAN raise my spanish grade into an A if i wanted to, but i dont know if i wanna try.
history and math=EZPZ lemon squeezy.
physics... i need to keep that B haha. and test tomorrow too -_____-
uh gg. we'll see!
23h32m44s!
wooooo go us.
i want trevor ariza.
aaaaaaaah
uhm.
court trial!
im excited.
aynwat's sick.
feel better homie!
nananananana.
uh stupid physics test/final.
OKAY SO MY GRADES..
spanish 3- 88.9 B+
math- 93.6 A
history- 94.8 A
physics- 83.6 B-
english- 71.9 C- (but it's weighted, so it's really a B-)
tennis- 100? A+++?
okay im looking at working on english final the most, but it should be failry easy, as long as i stay on task.
uhm, i CAN raise my spanish grade into an A if i wanted to, but i dont know if i wanna try.
history and math=EZPZ lemon squeezy.
physics... i need to keep that B haha. and test tomorrow too -_____-
uh gg. we'll see!
23h32m44s!
wooooo go us.
5:30 AM
woohooo. go me.
i usually wake up at 6 buuuuuuuuuuuuut today, for some reason when i checked my phone, i thought it was 6:17, so i rushed to the shower cos i had to catch the 6:30 bus.
and my sister wasnt awake yet, so i was like WTF HURRY UP.
when i went in the bathroom, the clock said it was 6:20.
so i showered/brushed my teeth super fast.
i came out and i was ready to leave my sister when shes whispers "its 5:30..."
I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.
haha i was trippin out.
i couldve sworn my phone and the watch said 6 something AM.
haaaaaaaaaaa gg milk tea for me.
now, i have nothing to do -____________-
hullooooooooooooo monique!
last nights laker loss wasnt as bad thanks to you.
but still, that was not travel! fucking spurs. fucking refs.
that was a foul!
ah.
hehehe.
7th sense :o
trevor ariza?!
yeaaaaaaaaaaaah riiiiiiiiiiiight.
haha
hmmmmm tengo hambre.
i woke jamie up ROFL.
i hope you had a good night sleep.
and you dreamed about something..
cos you usually dont?
-________________-
ok i hope you have a great start to this day.
and a wonderful afternoon.
and yeah :]
aright guys. it 5:51 AM and imma look for something to snack on.
OH I HAD A DREAM ABOUT ALEX.
he was spraying this cologne on me.
like the ones old people would wear.
"try it it's good, that's why i'm sexy"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROFL LMAO.
i usually wake up at 6 buuuuuuuuuuuuut today, for some reason when i checked my phone, i thought it was 6:17, so i rushed to the shower cos i had to catch the 6:30 bus.
and my sister wasnt awake yet, so i was like WTF HURRY UP.
when i went in the bathroom, the clock said it was 6:20.
so i showered/brushed my teeth super fast.
i came out and i was ready to leave my sister when shes whispers "its 5:30..."
I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.
haha i was trippin out.
i couldve sworn my phone and the watch said 6 something AM.
haaaaaaaaaaa gg milk tea for me.
now, i have nothing to do -____________-
hullooooooooooooo monique!
last nights laker loss wasnt as bad thanks to you.
but still, that was not travel! fucking spurs. fucking refs.
that was a foul!
ah.
hehehe.
7th sense :o
trevor ariza?!
yeaaaaaaaaaaaah riiiiiiiiiiiight.
haha
hmmmmm tengo hambre.
i woke jamie up ROFL.
i hope you had a good night sleep.
and you dreamed about something..
cos you usually dont?
-________________-
ok i hope you have a great start to this day.
and a wonderful afternoon.
and yeah :]
aright guys. it 5:51 AM and imma look for something to snack on.
OH I HAD A DREAM ABOUT ALEX.
he was spraying this cologne on me.
like the ones old people would wear.
"try it it's good, that's why i'm sexy"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROFL LMAO.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
yeaaaaaaaah
this nights not getting any better.
thoughts going through my mind so rapidly.
and that laker loss.
is reallly ruining my mood.
thoughts going through my mind so rapidly.
and that laker loss.
is reallly ruining my mood.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
phone with monique
haha
thats about it.
yes.
what a way to top off my night ^_^
i hear the dryer/washer in the background [?]
lawlz.
kelvin & jamie= gg fail.
hahahahahaaaa
herrrooooooooo momo que T luff!<3
gnite everyone :]
thats about it.
yes.
what a way to top off my night ^_^
i hear the dryer/washer in the background [?]
lawlz.
kelvin & jamie= gg fail.
hahahahahaaaa
herrrooooooooo momo que T luff!<3
gnite everyone :]
Monday, January 12, 2009
hmmm
so there's this guy i've heard about who writes about the things he liked about this particular girl in his cellphone everyday.
i think that's pretty cute.
so i think i'll be doing the same.
not everyday though, but...maybe a couple a week.
im gonna start with the very first thing i noticed about you.
i took a quick glance in your direction as i found myself making eye-contact with you.
i remember it very well.
it was on a friday afternoon while me, thomas, and jamie were walking to the bathroom to put off a fire.
you knew it was me, and i was unsure if it was you, but i found it hard to look away.
but you were hiding from me in a way, behind the crowd.
as we came back out the bathroom, i looked for you and made eye-contact with you again.
that's when i told myself that your eyes seemed to reflect a million smiles.
eyes that twinkled, mimicking the stars found at night.
later on, i asked if it was you who i saw, but you denied it.
so i secretly awaited for the next time i'd lay my eyes upon hers.
but, i was quite sure it was you that i saw, but i didn't know what to do or what to say.
i knew i'd see you again, and i did.
the first thing i noticed were, again, your eyes.
i ask myself, why the eyes? why do your eyes stand out? why why why?
and you gave me a weird look and quickly looked away as if you knew that i knew it was you.
i got to look in your eyes from a distance, i seemed content that i didnt even say hi.
soon enough, i find myself looking in your eyes once again, this time to see the reflection of my eyes looking at yours.
your eyes revealed alot about you.
such characteristics that i longed to affect me.
whenever you looked at me, i felt the happiness, the optimism, the desire for wonder, and the warmth you brought along.
i get lost looking in your eyes just to find out that whenever i look in them, i feel comfortable.
almost being able to forget about all the troubles and difficulties and just smile.
yes.
i see the happiness that reflect in your eyes whenever you see me.
and i know it.
i see it in your eyes.
and it makes it easier for me to trust you when you tell me pleasant things because your eyes tell me so.
yes, i admit that the stars, and diamonds envy the glint in your eyes.
is it possible that your eyes is the world's source of happiness?
and now i know where to look when i seek happiness.
whenever i feel down.
whenever i need someone.
i look to you.
i look in your eyes.
hmmmm.
yes, the very first thing i noticed about you.
your eyes.
i think that's pretty cute.
so i think i'll be doing the same.
not everyday though, but...maybe a couple a week.
im gonna start with the very first thing i noticed about you.
i took a quick glance in your direction as i found myself making eye-contact with you.
i remember it very well.
it was on a friday afternoon while me, thomas, and jamie were walking to the bathroom to put off a fire.
you knew it was me, and i was unsure if it was you, but i found it hard to look away.
but you were hiding from me in a way, behind the crowd.
as we came back out the bathroom, i looked for you and made eye-contact with you again.
that's when i told myself that your eyes seemed to reflect a million smiles.
eyes that twinkled, mimicking the stars found at night.
later on, i asked if it was you who i saw, but you denied it.
so i secretly awaited for the next time i'd lay my eyes upon hers.
but, i was quite sure it was you that i saw, but i didn't know what to do or what to say.
i knew i'd see you again, and i did.
the first thing i noticed were, again, your eyes.
i ask myself, why the eyes? why do your eyes stand out? why why why?
and you gave me a weird look and quickly looked away as if you knew that i knew it was you.
i got to look in your eyes from a distance, i seemed content that i didnt even say hi.
soon enough, i find myself looking in your eyes once again, this time to see the reflection of my eyes looking at yours.
your eyes revealed alot about you.
such characteristics that i longed to affect me.
whenever you looked at me, i felt the happiness, the optimism, the desire for wonder, and the warmth you brought along.
i get lost looking in your eyes just to find out that whenever i look in them, i feel comfortable.
almost being able to forget about all the troubles and difficulties and just smile.
yes.
i see the happiness that reflect in your eyes whenever you see me.
and i know it.
i see it in your eyes.
and it makes it easier for me to trust you when you tell me pleasant things because your eyes tell me so.
yes, i admit that the stars, and diamonds envy the glint in your eyes.
is it possible that your eyes is the world's source of happiness?
and now i know where to look when i seek happiness.
whenever i feel down.
whenever i need someone.
i look to you.
i look in your eyes.
hmmmm.
yes, the very first thing i noticed about you.
your eyes.
as of now
i feel like i've had a bad day.
i'm not in a very good mood.
and i'm not feeling so well.
iiiiiiiidk why.
hmmm dinner.
then dishes, maybe hw.
blog entry tonight.
soy/estoy [?] pobrecito.
i'm not in a very good mood.
and i'm not feeling so well.
iiiiiiiidk why.
hmmm dinner.
then dishes, maybe hw.
blog entry tonight.
soy/estoy [?] pobrecito.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
20h13m21s
starting from jan 1 09
me and monique first place.
tim and kanow 2nd.
kelvin last= 20 min (according to him)
honorable mention: jamie fang<3
LAWLZ
hey monique, my luff ^0^
haha^ with the mouth open while ________
hahahahahaha.
jamie...
rofl gg
lakers will beat the heat tonight!
continuation of this blog later tonight MEHBEH
me and monique first place.
tim and kanow 2nd.
kelvin last= 20 min (according to him)
honorable mention: jamie fang<3
LAWLZ
hey monique, my luff ^0^
haha^ with the mouth open while ________
hahahahahaha.
jamie...
rofl gg
lakers will beat the heat tonight!
continuation of this blog later tonight MEHBEH
Saturday, January 10, 2009
my eyes hurt
this morning i guess i had tabasco on my hand and i didnt wash them that well.
although i think.
then i tried putting on my contacts but i failed
my eyes started burning lmfao
gg for me.
aaaaah
i cried :[
QQ.
im waiting for monique to finish her blog so i can read it! ^_^
then sleepy time for me.
i am tired and my eyes hurt.
although i think.
then i tried putting on my contacts but i failed
my eyes started burning lmfao
gg for me.
aaaaah
i cried :[
QQ.
im waiting for monique to finish her blog so i can read it! ^_^
then sleepy time for me.
i am tired and my eyes hurt.
im playing blockles
with kelvin and tim. and im a nub haha.
and since momo's at coconut bay stuffing her face.
i wanna crash it haha buuuuuut my mom said if i misss the bus home she wont pick me up -_-
and my phone died so im not gonna get anywhere.
sooo im online and we're just texting via aim.
OH HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO MY NIGGA TIM WHO NEVER PICKS UP HIS PHONE.<3
JAMIE WHERE ARE YOU!?
last night's dream...
only one particular thing was pleasant about it.
..HAHA but i think its weird. or im scared that if i told anyone, then they'd think its weird.
anyway i dont know what happens in the end.
or im not even sure the exact details haha.
like nobody died or anything i think, but i was getting mad that the procedure was taking a while.
i need to remember what the term was.
but dang, i was so scared/worried/mad.
i guess that thought of losing something/someone that is really/KINDA important/special to anybody is unbearable that it causes some to overreact.
you know?
okayokay im keeping my pants on and im being patient and wise about this.
so it's fullproof and smooth and great and that much better in the long run..
but every second
every minute
every hour
every day
the way the puzzle pieces fit together.. itsssssssssssss :o >:] :) ^_^ ^o^
YAKNOW..?!?!?!?!?!?!
we'll see.
i hope thoooo!
because i can really get used to this.
hmmm patience is virtue! THANKS TAWNYA haha -_-
KEEP YOUR GAME FACE ON AND YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME CELO.
im really really really grateful with what/who i have right now.
i dont wanna be anywhere else.
wouldnt have it any other way!
welll maybe it'll only be better if its always gonna be like this fowever and ever and ever and if the lakers win championships.
woooooo
the minutes i've used so far in the first 10 days of january is almost as much as all of last year's.
because you're
sooo EZ to talk to.
every conversation is worth having.
new things, realizations, things to laugh about, questions, answers, foursomes, threesomes, etc.
haha
i think about you alot.
things in my mind:
-HMMM bunch of lunch for dinner would be bomb.
-note: tonight= BIGGEST FULL MOON OF 2009. "take pictures!"
-HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
-hmmm tomorrow= parent's anniversary ^_^
-GIANTS WILL RAPE THE EAGLES
-trevor ariza.... and kobe
-momo :o]
-i need to shower
-daily dose of QUEt
-i want some chocolate =/
-onique's dad's words... there's nothing to worry about!
-the dream (still)
-you =)
-hahaha.. gtfo monique.
-6664789 <3
the pepperonis to my pizza.
the animal style to my 4x4.
the polish to my sausage LAWLZ!
ah imma shower haha.
wooo
getcho ayusss home sooon
and since momo's at coconut bay stuffing her face.
i wanna crash it haha buuuuuut my mom said if i misss the bus home she wont pick me up -_-
and my phone died so im not gonna get anywhere.
sooo im online and we're just texting via aim.
OH HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO MY NIGGA TIM WHO NEVER PICKS UP HIS PHONE.<3
JAMIE WHERE ARE YOU!?
last night's dream...
only one particular thing was pleasant about it.
..HAHA but i think its weird. or im scared that if i told anyone, then they'd think its weird.
anyway i dont know what happens in the end.
or im not even sure the exact details haha.
like nobody died or anything i think, but i was getting mad that the procedure was taking a while.
i need to remember what the term was.
but dang, i was so scared/worried/mad.
i guess that thought of losing something/someone that is really/KINDA important/special to anybody is unbearable that it causes some to overreact.
you know?
okayokay im keeping my pants on and im being patient and wise about this.
so it's fullproof and smooth and great and that much better in the long run..
but every second
every minute
every hour
every day
the way the puzzle pieces fit together.. itsssssssssssss :o >:] :) ^_^ ^o^
YAKNOW..?!?!?!?!?!?!
we'll see.
i hope thoooo!
because i can really get used to this.
hmmm patience is virtue! THANKS TAWNYA haha -_-
KEEP YOUR GAME FACE ON AND YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME CELO.
im really really really grateful with what/who i have right now.
i dont wanna be anywhere else.
wouldnt have it any other way!
welll maybe it'll only be better if its always gonna be like this fowever and ever and ever and if the lakers win championships.
woooooo
the minutes i've used so far in the first 10 days of january is almost as much as all of last year's.
because you're
sooo EZ to talk to.
every conversation is worth having.
new things, realizations, things to laugh about, questions, answers, foursomes, threesomes, etc.
haha
i think about you alot.
things in my mind:
-HMMM bunch of lunch for dinner would be bomb.
-note: tonight= BIGGEST FULL MOON OF 2009. "take pictures!"
-HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
-hmmm tomorrow= parent's anniversary ^_^
-GIANTS WILL RAPE THE EAGLES
-trevor ariza.... and kobe
-momo :o]
-i need to shower
-daily dose of QUEt
-i want some chocolate =/
-onique's dad's words... there's nothing to worry about!
-the dream (still)
-you =)
-hahaha.. gtfo monique.
-6664789 <3
the pepperonis to my pizza.
the animal style to my 4x4.
the polish to my sausage LAWLZ!
ah imma shower haha.
wooo
getcho ayusss home sooon
Friday, January 9, 2009
TAWNYA NGUYEN<3
haha wooooooooow.
i am pretty happy.
no scratch that, i am REALLY happy.
omfg tawnya, who wouldve thought you'd make my day.
even my week :]
i fucking love you haha.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!11111!111!!!!!1!!1! tehehehe
omg. what a great way. no, the best way to finish such a crappy first week of school.
hahaheheheahah.
so i didn't.. or jamie and i didn't get the notebook today, because according to tawnya, monique misplaced it somewhere -_-
and i thought of how sucky the day can get.
after schoool it was either hang out with jamie or go visit monique.
but jamie wanted me so bad soooo i got to play waterpolo instead
haha didnt get much playing time, but once i got in, i "killed" alex.
or attempted to at least. rofl i was all over him then his skills were just too good so he got away.
yeah they were all making fun of me afterwards cos the first thing i did after i got off the pool was put on my cross around my neck and put my socks back on.
and i didnt know how to take off the speedos while having the towel around my waist -_-
so i went in the back and changed into my boxers in there.
hahaaaa.
then i went back to the tennis room and put on the rest of my clothes there.
uhhhhh i was walking out and down the stairs when i decided to look at my cellphone because i was gonna call monique to see where shes at cos i'd call to tease her that im right around the corner and i'll be wherever shes at in 5 minutes .
BUT AS I CHECKED MY PHONE. I SAW THAT TAWNYA TEXTED ME.
so i called her.
and she told me to wait for her cos she had something important for me and shes almost there.
so i stayed and thought wtf would be this important..
10 minutes later i call her and she tells me AGAIN shes almost there.. and its gonna be worth waiting for cos it would make me happy. im like whaaaaaaat the heck?!?!
THATS WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT IT.
monique ^_^ haha
yup.
yes.
YEAH.
what a surprise!
i so didnt see it coming.
but i did hope for it.
yes.
and then i did something without even doing.
could be total fail BUT
oh well.
HA.
it just came out of nowhere toooooooo.
felt good.
just being able to seee you totally AH. idk any words to describe it!
all i remember that when i saw you, i was so happy that i ran to you to hug you for a loooong time.
then my heeart started suhsuhskippin like BOOM BOOM.
and yadiyadida.
happiness in your eyes. smile that brightens the day. glitters on cheeks. sprinkles on nails.
aaaaah haha. and the fragrance..
of a person who hasnt showered in days LAWLZ<3
tawnya tawnya tawnya.
imma smack you haha.
i am pretty happy.
no scratch that, i am REALLY happy.
omfg tawnya, who wouldve thought you'd make my day.
even my week :]
i fucking love you haha.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!11111!111!!!!!1!!1! tehehehe
omg. what a great way. no, the best way to finish such a crappy first week of school.
hahaheheheahah.
so i didn't.. or jamie and i didn't get the notebook today, because according to tawnya, monique misplaced it somewhere -_-
and i thought of how sucky the day can get.
after schoool it was either hang out with jamie or go visit monique.
but jamie wanted me so bad soooo i got to play waterpolo instead
haha didnt get much playing time, but once i got in, i "killed" alex.
or attempted to at least. rofl i was all over him then his skills were just too good so he got away.
yeah they were all making fun of me afterwards cos the first thing i did after i got off the pool was put on my cross around my neck and put my socks back on.
and i didnt know how to take off the speedos while having the towel around my waist -_-
so i went in the back and changed into my boxers in there.
hahaaaa.
then i went back to the tennis room and put on the rest of my clothes there.
uhhhhh i was walking out and down the stairs when i decided to look at my cellphone because i was gonna call monique to see where shes at cos i'd call to tease her that im right around the corner and i'll be wherever shes at in 5 minutes .
BUT AS I CHECKED MY PHONE. I SAW THAT TAWNYA TEXTED ME.
so i called her.
and she told me to wait for her cos she had something important for me and shes almost there.
so i stayed and thought wtf would be this important..
10 minutes later i call her and she tells me AGAIN shes almost there.. and its gonna be worth waiting for cos it would make me happy. im like whaaaaaaat the heck?!?!
THATS WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT IT.
monique ^_^ haha
yup.
yes.
YEAH.
what a surprise!
i so didnt see it coming.
but i did hope for it.
yes.
and then i did something without even doing.
could be total fail BUT
oh well.
HA.
it just came out of nowhere toooooooo.
felt good.
just being able to seee you totally AH. idk any words to describe it!
all i remember that when i saw you, i was so happy that i ran to you to hug you for a loooong time.
then my heeart started suhsuhskippin like BOOM BOOM.
and yadiyadida.
happiness in your eyes. smile that brightens the day. glitters on cheeks. sprinkles on nails.
aaaaah haha. and the fragrance..
of a person who hasnt showered in days LAWLZ<3
tawnya tawnya tawnya.
imma smack you haha.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
i feel
pissed.
not really.
but this feeling of jealousy is crawling back into me.
i sort of have control over it.
juuuuuust breaaathe.
hm so why do people get jealous?
is it cos of the amount of affection that the person attempts to hold in?
like some sort of indication that some feelings are getting stronger?
what causes someone to be jealous?
is it normal to be jealous?
damn it marcelo.
tell me what you think.
not really.
but this feeling of jealousy is crawling back into me.
i sort of have control over it.
juuuuuust breaaathe.
hm so why do people get jealous?
is it cos of the amount of affection that the person attempts to hold in?
like some sort of indication that some feelings are getting stronger?
what causes someone to be jealous?
is it normal to be jealous?
damn it marcelo.
tell me what you think.
BCS championship game
florida just scored a td and are up 7-0 in the 2nd quarter.
theres no doubt in my mind that they will be pissing all over oklahoma tonight haha.
ESPANIOL- today i didnt get picked to do an oral.
i was shitting my pants the whole class cos i thought she'd call me out -_-
wow gg oklahoma just scored a td.
MATH- we had a benchmark. and i totally went brain dead due to winter break. so me and theo were hookin it up. haha he sits behind me so i was like facing him the whole time, then mr. girard comes out of nowhere to give something to someone in front of me and i trun back around and we made eye contact. LOL i think he might think im up to something. woooooow gay.
clarisse tried getting the answers frome me but i dindt wanna give her my paper cos mr. G kept looking at our side .
but hes coooo with me soooo we'll seee. haha chill class. we can do whatever in that classs but no cheating!
HISTORY- i was sorta excited to go in tha class cos i see jamie.
but turns out he didnt have the notebook so i didnt wanna speak to him! LOL jk.
no, i decided to do my english outline and my physics hw that i didnt do last night. uhhhhhhh which reminds me, i have to print some shiiii out for physics and start on my essay for english thats due tomorrow. CRAP. but i stilll chose to sit by jamie to chitchat a bit.
PHYSICS- on my way to class, tawnya spotted me walking! and i was like OMG! and she was like THE NOTEBOOK, HERE! and i gave her a hug, and i felt her tummy. rofl. nice hair tawnya ^__^ you looked grrrreat. and i pretty much didnt listen to the teacher the whole period cos i was writing on it. and yeah hehehe.
FUCK TEBOW THREW AN INTERCEPTION. 7-7 still.
LUNCH- spicy chicken sandwich with taco sauce, tater tots, salad, strawberry milk.
while helping jamie write on the notebook.
ENGLISH- essay. haha i tried. although i only read the first 5 pages, 3 middle pages and the last chapter of that book -_-
TENNIS- i was the hulk and ripped my shirt right down the middle. hahaha woooo.
maybe i'll give it to you so you can use it as a rug! woohoo. -_-
bus home. baby sister calls us to tell us she doesnt feel well so we're not playing tennis.
i decided to go running and stuff before it got dark.
tonight hw....i hope.
football game.
talk to monique of course ^_^
foursome maybe?! if i finish my hw.. LAWLZ
bottomline, today was eh.
someone make it better pweaaaaaaase
theres no doubt in my mind that they will be pissing all over oklahoma tonight haha.
ESPANIOL- today i didnt get picked to do an oral.
i was shitting my pants the whole class cos i thought she'd call me out -_-
wow gg oklahoma just scored a td.
MATH- we had a benchmark. and i totally went brain dead due to winter break. so me and theo were hookin it up. haha he sits behind me so i was like facing him the whole time, then mr. girard comes out of nowhere to give something to someone in front of me and i trun back around and we made eye contact. LOL i think he might think im up to something. woooooow gay.
clarisse tried getting the answers frome me but i dindt wanna give her my paper cos mr. G kept looking at our side .
but hes coooo with me soooo we'll seee. haha chill class. we can do whatever in that classs but no cheating!
HISTORY- i was sorta excited to go in tha class cos i see jamie.
but turns out he didnt have the notebook so i didnt wanna speak to him! LOL jk.
no, i decided to do my english outline and my physics hw that i didnt do last night. uhhhhhhh which reminds me, i have to print some shiiii out for physics and start on my essay for english thats due tomorrow. CRAP. but i stilll chose to sit by jamie to chitchat a bit.
PHYSICS- on my way to class, tawnya spotted me walking! and i was like OMG! and she was like THE NOTEBOOK, HERE! and i gave her a hug, and i felt her tummy. rofl. nice hair tawnya ^__^ you looked grrrreat. and i pretty much didnt listen to the teacher the whole period cos i was writing on it. and yeah hehehe.
FUCK TEBOW THREW AN INTERCEPTION. 7-7 still.
LUNCH- spicy chicken sandwich with taco sauce, tater tots, salad, strawberry milk.
while helping jamie write on the notebook.
ENGLISH- essay. haha i tried. although i only read the first 5 pages, 3 middle pages and the last chapter of that book -_-
TENNIS- i was the hulk and ripped my shirt right down the middle. hahaha woooo.
maybe i'll give it to you so you can use it as a rug! woohoo. -_-
bus home. baby sister calls us to tell us she doesnt feel well so we're not playing tennis.
i decided to go running and stuff before it got dark.
tonight hw....i hope.
football game.
talk to monique of course ^_^
foursome maybe?! if i finish my hw.. LAWLZ
bottomline, today was eh.
someone make it better pweaaaaaaase
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
you
are just bringing the best out of me. i dont know if you already know or realize how grateful i am.
I love You, God. You have shown me a light. an opening. i have made a mistake to fade away from You, and yet you bring me blessings and happiness each and every day. one just happens to be an all around player.
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum
im really happy.
and thankful.
i really am.
and my friends.
my true friends.
jamie, kelvin, phillip, tim, alyssa, tim, adam, alex, tawnya, kobe bryant LOL.
and yeah theres just so much.
but you know who you are<3333
I love You, God. You have shown me a light. an opening. i have made a mistake to fade away from You, and yet you bring me blessings and happiness each and every day. one just happens to be an all around player.
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum
im really happy.
and thankful.
i really am.
and my friends.
my true friends.
jamie, kelvin, phillip, tim, alyssa, tim, adam, alex, tawnya, kobe bryant LOL.
and yeah theres just so much.
but you know who you are<3333
phillip cannot wait for my blogs
okay so celtics have dropped 3 in a row.
LAWLZ. suckers. hmmm lakers have to win tonight. they better. or else!
haha trevor ariza and kobe are gonna get some spanking from rachel haha. LMAO hes called the cobra. hehe
ANYWAY.
i am currently waiting for monique to finish her homowork while i watch the laker game/ play nba live 08.
i already finished my spanish hw and my math hw.
i still have the ethan frome outline and physics hw to start.
buuuuuuuut hehe. im too lazy.
DUDE SUN YUE'S PLAYING RIGHT NOW LOLOLOLOL.
gg for warriors now.
hmmmm.
dang.
i want a trevor ariza jersey.
or even a sasha vujacic jersey!
haha that'd be bomb.
i should save up for it for my bday present -_-
but then again.
i already told myself i'd save my money.
aaaaah
i still want those flannels from forever21! haha man.
and... those dc jackets from pacsun -_-
whatever.
i'll hustle for the money.
haha.
so this morning, monique texted me first! but i shouldve been the first one to text cos i had to think about what to say.
haha.
it really is a nice feeling =] YAKNOW, to know that someone, somewhere is thinking about setting the mood for my day.
i mean i wouldnt know, cos im always the one giving and getting nothing in return.
and i always get the short end of the stick, or im always...eh idk.
but i dont really or i didnt really make a big deal about it cos i just went with the flow..yet in the back of my mind it wasnt all that great.
but NOW, hmmmmmm :]
hopefulllly this feeeeling never leaves. coos im getting used to it haha<3
i have gone through lies, misleadings, bs, arguments, and all that bunch. i've made numerous mistakes, but each and every time i try to look back and try not to repeat what i've done because i want things to improve and get better. as much as i'd like for the other person to be the type im looking for, i know it starts with me first. i know that i have to be willing to try and perform to be able to get what i deserve. and im trying. i really am. i want what i deserve. i wanna be happy. i wanna be comfortable.
and soooo far so good :]
and yes, im talking to kristen right now.
haha kristenbeezy.
lame.
very lame.
anyway, hi!
hurry up with the hw monique -_-
LAWLZ. suckers. hmmm lakers have to win tonight. they better. or else!
haha trevor ariza and kobe are gonna get some spanking from rachel haha. LMAO hes called the cobra. hehe
ANYWAY.
i am currently waiting for monique to finish her homowork while i watch the laker game/ play nba live 08.
i already finished my spanish hw and my math hw.
i still have the ethan frome outline and physics hw to start.
buuuuuuuut hehe. im too lazy.
DUDE SUN YUE'S PLAYING RIGHT NOW LOLOLOLOL.
gg for warriors now.
hmmmm.
dang.
i want a trevor ariza jersey.
or even a sasha vujacic jersey!
haha that'd be bomb.
i should save up for it for my bday present -_-
but then again.
i already told myself i'd save my money.
aaaaah
i still want those flannels from forever21! haha man.
and... those dc jackets from pacsun -_-
whatever.
i'll hustle for the money.
haha.
so this morning, monique texted me first! but i shouldve been the first one to text cos i had to think about what to say.
haha.
it really is a nice feeling =] YAKNOW, to know that someone, somewhere is thinking about setting the mood for my day.
i mean i wouldnt know, cos im always the one giving and getting nothing in return.
and i always get the short end of the stick, or im always...eh idk.
but i dont really or i didnt really make a big deal about it cos i just went with the flow..yet in the back of my mind it wasnt all that great.
but NOW, hmmmmmm :]
hopefulllly this feeeeling never leaves. coos im getting used to it haha<3
i have gone through lies, misleadings, bs, arguments, and all that bunch. i've made numerous mistakes, but each and every time i try to look back and try not to repeat what i've done because i want things to improve and get better. as much as i'd like for the other person to be the type im looking for, i know it starts with me first. i know that i have to be willing to try and perform to be able to get what i deserve. and im trying. i really am. i want what i deserve. i wanna be happy. i wanna be comfortable.
and soooo far so good :]
and yes, im talking to kristen right now.
haha kristenbeezy.
lame.
very lame.
anyway, hi!
hurry up with the hw monique -_-
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
gg tonight
for the lakers.
for me.
for monique.
for tmobile.
im still awake.
guess what im thinking about -_-
i hope i get to sleep soon though.
thanks tim, for letting me copy part of your spanish hw.
and phillip, i dont get this game.
haha i'll get used to it?
tonight=gay.
but im content.
because you just have that influence on me now.
alot of stuff to ask tomorrow though ^_^
for me.
for monique.
for tmobile.
im still awake.
guess what im thinking about -_-
i hope i get to sleep soon though.
thanks tim, for letting me copy part of your spanish hw.
and phillip, i dont get this game.
haha i'll get used to it?
tonight=gay.
but im content.
because you just have that influence on me now.
alot of stuff to ask tomorrow though ^_^
LOL CELTICS LOST TO BOBCATS
okay thats hilarious. theyre gonna get raped forsure by the lakers. with the very sexy trevor ariza by the best player in the world, kobe bryant. and our 7 footers lamar odom and andrew bynum. AND THE BENCH : SASHA RADMANOVIC AND SUE YUN. and once jordan farmar and luke are back, we're gonna be unbeatable.
hmmmm.
i have alot of how tonight.
and i dont wanna do it.
and i feel kinda eh right now.
cos i found out that i was totally BSed. haha. im used to it though! always seeem to be on that end of the stick.
and im fucking sick of it.
asdfghjkl.
but for some reason.
im okay :]
haha
HMMMM
onique.
you...
are..
worth my time.
haha
every minute, i come up with new reasons of why i say that.
haha
JAMIE I WANNA BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF YOU.
GB.
IMMA KICK UR ASS.
LETS GO LAKERS.!
down by 5 going into halftime.
hmmmm.
i have alot of how tonight.
and i dont wanna do it.
and i feel kinda eh right now.
cos i found out that i was totally BSed. haha. im used to it though! always seeem to be on that end of the stick.
and im fucking sick of it.
asdfghjkl.
but for some reason.
im okay :]
haha
HMMMM
onique.
you...
are..
worth my time.
haha
every minute, i come up with new reasons of why i say that.
haha
JAMIE I WANNA BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF YOU.
GB.
IMMA KICK UR ASS.
LETS GO LAKERS.!
down by 5 going into halftime.
Monday, January 5, 2009
change of heart
yes, earlier this week, i was looking forward to texas thumping on ohio state.
but then i realized how much of a pussy colt mccoy is, SO I WANT OHIO ST TO BEAT TEXAS NOW.
i hate texas.
haha.
MY FAVE FIVE COLLEGE FOOTBALL TEAMS
1.USC
2. FLORIDA
3. BOISE ST,
4. NOTRE DAME
5. PENN ST.
haha. yup! its nice to be home again. after going back to school. then going to tennis practice from 2-3. then tennis at west co from 4:45 ish to 6 ish. then i felt super hungry. i thought we were going straight home, but my parents were like OH WE GOTTA GO CHECK SOMETHING OUT FORM COSTCO.
then i was like YES! haha polish sausage (: while i was ordering it i was on the phone with monique and she laughed when i ordered it -_____-
you should know me better by now!
haha it made me feel better..enough to fill me up until we get home for dinner.
it was cold waiting outside though! jeeez. haha
SO IM HOME NOW.
TODAY WAS AN OKAY DAY.
got a text early in the AM to set my moood for the rest of the day!
haha semi-initiative. i like that. i do i do i do. now THATS a change. haha
yup ^______^ im making a big deal about it cos IT IS A BIG DEAL TO ME. haha
cos for once, i feel appreciated and... speshuh haha
even though its only something simple like that.
cute and simple.
yesssir.
made me all super happy happy joy joy.
but fckkkk was it cold.
chiiiiiiiiiill day until we had to take a test in 6th period on that book.
i only read the first 6 pages. then 5 random pages in the middle THEN the last chapter.
hehehe >:]
i was the second one to finish!
hahahaha -_-
yep, i had my beloved spicy chicken sandwich with taco sauce for lunch<3
and like always, i left my history book/hw at school.
SO I DONT HAVE HW TONIGHT.
haha.
yes!
soooo i get to watch the game on tv tonight.
and make a phone call.
i like /enjoy talking on the phone now.
haha.
HMMMM.
yethir.
jeeez i have to do the dishes tonight -_-
YES JAMIES BACK!!!!!
MY LOVER haha.
hmmm notebook tomorrow?
i hope tho.
dinnnnner here i come!
but then i realized how much of a pussy colt mccoy is, SO I WANT OHIO ST TO BEAT TEXAS NOW.
i hate texas.
haha.
MY FAVE FIVE COLLEGE FOOTBALL TEAMS
1.USC
2. FLORIDA
3. BOISE ST,
4. NOTRE DAME
5. PENN ST.
haha. yup! its nice to be home again. after going back to school. then going to tennis practice from 2-3. then tennis at west co from 4:45 ish to 6 ish. then i felt super hungry. i thought we were going straight home, but my parents were like OH WE GOTTA GO CHECK SOMETHING OUT FORM COSTCO.
then i was like YES! haha polish sausage (: while i was ordering it i was on the phone with monique and she laughed when i ordered it -_____-
you should know me better by now!
haha it made me feel better..enough to fill me up until we get home for dinner.
it was cold waiting outside though! jeeez. haha
SO IM HOME NOW.
TODAY WAS AN OKAY DAY.
got a text early in the AM to set my moood for the rest of the day!
haha semi-initiative. i like that. i do i do i do. now THATS a change. haha
yup ^______^ im making a big deal about it cos IT IS A BIG DEAL TO ME. haha
cos for once, i feel appreciated and... speshuh haha
even though its only something simple like that.
cute and simple.
yesssir.
made me all super happy happy joy joy.
but fckkkk was it cold.
chiiiiiiiiiill day until we had to take a test in 6th period on that book.
i only read the first 6 pages. then 5 random pages in the middle THEN the last chapter.
hehehe >:]
i was the second one to finish!
hahahaha -_-
yep, i had my beloved spicy chicken sandwich with taco sauce for lunch<3
and like always, i left my history book/hw at school.
SO I DONT HAVE HW TONIGHT.
haha.
yes!
soooo i get to watch the game on tv tonight.
and make a phone call.
i like /enjoy talking on the phone now.
haha.
HMMMM.
yethir.
jeeez i have to do the dishes tonight -_-
YES JAMIES BACK!!!!!
MY LOVER haha.
hmmm notebook tomorrow?
i hope tho.
dinnnnner here i come!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
last day of winterbreak 08
i slept at 2 am in the morning with thoughts running wild in my head.
as i lay on my bed for 1-2 full hours, i think to myself of how things feel.. better.
it's hard for me to explain, but i guess i'll be the only one to really know the feeling.
it's sort of being content with the mixture of being hopeful and happy and excited and optimistic.
i could really literally look back at the past and turn away from those pages in my life because i see a future with potential. the past has passed.
to think that i feel happier now, and i feel ready to accomplish things (although i still havent started the book tht i was supposed to read over the break and finish by tomorrow), it's taken a load of my back.
last night, i was awakened by what could be in store for me, for the better.
and it's like "finally!".
i learned alot about someone, and through that, i also learned alot about myself.
all the confusion over what and how i really am, the insecurities and fear of failure and things similar to it seemed to be blown away from my thoughts as i had a very long, productive conversation with who i can consider as one of the better individuals i've come across. HUUUUUUUUM
im already lucky to have friends like kelvin, jamie, phillip, tim, brandon, joseph and jomar as "brothers" to keep close since it really is "bros before hoes" haha. i know i can go to them and talk to them about anything.
although brandon is sometimes too gay to talk to especially about serious stuff, he's probably someone i'd look up to school-wise cos hes able to be a fucking smart ass korean while being a stud in basketball.
too bad he isnt as good as me haha.
i can talk to kelvin, but the fact that he doesn't have game scares me a bit and hinders me from asking him from advice LOL.
but other than them, the other guys are really easy to talk to.
i've found it hard to find friends that you'd really call as a friend. yaknow? but they've made it so much easier for me to consider them my friends. haha! yeah i love them. no homo though. maybe a little.
but on a serious note, that conversation i had with you was different.
cos i felt comfortable once again. and every second that passes by, you just seem to prove to me that i can stand you haha.
- not playuh status.
- but you have playuh credits haha.
- not immature
- pays attention, listens, and somehow shows effort.
- doesnt think too much, but also doesnt think too little.
- easy to talk to
- uhh..for the lack of better words, comfortable.
- and it seems like you wont push me around and stuff!
and you hmmmmm. yes.
yes indeed.
yes.
not maybe.
not "not really".
not "idk".
yeaaaaah i do.
and you make it so easy for me to change my mind so quick.
yes, i see that things do get better.
but patience is a virtue.
although it's the last day of winterbreak, it's been the greatest by far.
i've been wanting change.
and here it is.
thanks to all my friends.
thanks to my family.
thank you kobe.
thanks tawnya.
thankth to my bethfriend monique for nothing, but soon enough there will be something.
thanks God.
and jamie comes home today :]
as i lay on my bed for 1-2 full hours, i think to myself of how things feel.. better.
it's hard for me to explain, but i guess i'll be the only one to really know the feeling.
it's sort of being content with the mixture of being hopeful and happy and excited and optimistic.
i could really literally look back at the past and turn away from those pages in my life because i see a future with potential. the past has passed.
to think that i feel happier now, and i feel ready to accomplish things (although i still havent started the book tht i was supposed to read over the break and finish by tomorrow), it's taken a load of my back.
last night, i was awakened by what could be in store for me, for the better.
and it's like "finally!".
i learned alot about someone, and through that, i also learned alot about myself.
all the confusion over what and how i really am, the insecurities and fear of failure and things similar to it seemed to be blown away from my thoughts as i had a very long, productive conversation with who i can consider as one of the better individuals i've come across. HUUUUUUUUM
im already lucky to have friends like kelvin, jamie, phillip, tim, brandon, joseph and jomar as "brothers" to keep close since it really is "bros before hoes" haha. i know i can go to them and talk to them about anything.
although brandon is sometimes too gay to talk to especially about serious stuff, he's probably someone i'd look up to school-wise cos hes able to be a fucking smart ass korean while being a stud in basketball.
too bad he isnt as good as me haha.
i can talk to kelvin, but the fact that he doesn't have game scares me a bit and hinders me from asking him from advice LOL.
but other than them, the other guys are really easy to talk to.
i've found it hard to find friends that you'd really call as a friend. yaknow? but they've made it so much easier for me to consider them my friends. haha! yeah i love them. no homo though. maybe a little.
but on a serious note, that conversation i had with you was different.
cos i felt comfortable once again. and every second that passes by, you just seem to prove to me that i can stand you haha.
- not playuh status.
- but you have playuh credits haha.
- not immature
- pays attention, listens, and somehow shows effort.
- doesnt think too much, but also doesnt think too little.
- easy to talk to
- uhh..for the lack of better words, comfortable.
- and it seems like you wont push me around and stuff!
and you hmmmmm. yes.
yes indeed.
yes.
not maybe.
not "not really".
not "idk".
yeaaaaah i do.
and you make it so easy for me to change my mind so quick.
yes, i see that things do get better.
but patience is a virtue.
although it's the last day of winterbreak, it's been the greatest by far.
i've been wanting change.
and here it is.
thanks to all my friends.
thanks to my family.
thank you kobe.
thanks tawnya.
thankth to my bethfriend monique for nothing, but soon enough there will be something.
thanks God.
and jamie comes home today :]
Saturday, January 3, 2009
YES by lmfao
oh yeaaaaaaah.
i like that song haha.
its my ringing tone :]
im on the phone riiiiiigh now with monique -_- and yeah. i finally ate after 30 hours.
and im tryna do katherines project but the instructions dont make sense -_______- SO IDK if i can even do it lol.
UH YEAH. i cant concentrate. so i;ll leave it at this.
OMFG JAMIE COMES HOME TOMORROW!
haha
but im pretty sure i'll have something to write about later?
i like that song haha.
its my ringing tone :]
im on the phone riiiiiigh now with monique -_- and yeah. i finally ate after 30 hours.
and im tryna do katherines project but the instructions dont make sense -_______- SO IDK if i can even do it lol.
UH YEAH. i cant concentrate. so i;ll leave it at this.
OMFG JAMIE COMES HOME TOMORROW!
haha
but im pretty sure i'll have something to write about later?
last saturday of winter break..and im starting to lean the other way.
wow, i've been waking up at exactly 8 30 every morning, if not earlier haha. wow, i am wasting electricity. i turned on the tv in the living room, walked back into my room turned on my computer and my tv. haha. I HAVE NOT EATEN FOR 19 HOURS. im kinda hungry, buuuuut whatevs! i dont wanna look haha.
so last night, i had a series of many different dreams. sort of like a flashback of 2008? cos i kept running into the same people at the same place i was with them last year. haha.
sooo, i just thought that this can be a very public place, so people can read this any time. HMMMM.. well thats okay, they'll get to know the real me? and my thoughts and all the goood stuff. only the ones that care would really read all my posts. haha. SPEAKING OF POSTS, I NEED TO CORRECT MYSELF FROM MY VERY IRST POST, THE PREDICTION THAT THE PEOPLE WOULD SIT AT THOSE PLACES WASNT FROM TIM'S BRAIN, IT WAS FROM PHILLIP. sorry phillip. i totally forgot. well idk. BUT YEAH. now i corrected it for everyone to see and know haha. BUT STILL, you DO get pretty lucky also. i hope you read this and i wanna let you know that i love you....not. haha
as i woke up this morning, my mom filled me in with my schedule for today.
12- meet up with coach and yeah.. i dont really wanna go.
2-tennis at brea but i get to leave earlye BECAUSE..
4/5?- off to my cousins house at chino hills! havent seen that nigga in quite a while. haha or 2 months?
and thats it. yup weekends=tennis. haha.
HM if you read this monique, call me! oh wait, i have to call you cos its my turn -_______-
speaking of phonecalls, i had a pretty productive conversation with a certain someone whos going up on my hottie list..
HA. only by one spot though -_____- cos RIN, is my top 15 then katie leung, then some other hot people, then.. HM haha
yeah, it wasnt that hard to say things, but im pretty scuuuurred revealing anything, cos i wanna watch myself.
and as long as i watch myself, i wont make as much mistakes as i did in the past.
and if its nothing like the past then it'll be muuuuch better.
if its much better then im muuuuuuch happier.
and if im much happier, THEN its a good thing for everyone!
THEN THAT COULD BE THE BIGGEST CHANGE OF ALL.
im prettty happy to start with anyways, cos a certain someone's unlimited source of happiness and smiles and all the good stuff is rubbing off on me. sort of.
and it feels good.
but now that i thought about it, i sort of spoke too much to the point that i didnt let you express yourself -____-
haha gg for me. i always find a way to mess up in a way.
HM.
lala.
have a nice day everyone!
okay im hungry.
so last night, i had a series of many different dreams. sort of like a flashback of 2008? cos i kept running into the same people at the same place i was with them last year. haha.
sooo, i just thought that this can be a very public place, so people can read this any time. HMMMM.. well thats okay, they'll get to know the real me? and my thoughts and all the goood stuff. only the ones that care would really read all my posts. haha. SPEAKING OF POSTS, I NEED TO CORRECT MYSELF FROM MY VERY IRST POST, THE PREDICTION THAT THE PEOPLE WOULD SIT AT THOSE PLACES WASNT FROM TIM'S BRAIN, IT WAS FROM PHILLIP. sorry phillip. i totally forgot. well idk. BUT YEAH. now i corrected it for everyone to see and know haha. BUT STILL, you DO get pretty lucky also. i hope you read this and i wanna let you know that i love you....not. haha
as i woke up this morning, my mom filled me in with my schedule for today.
12- meet up with coach and yeah.. i dont really wanna go.
2-tennis at brea but i get to leave earlye BECAUSE..
4/5?- off to my cousins house at chino hills! havent seen that nigga in quite a while. haha or 2 months?
and thats it. yup weekends=tennis. haha.
HM if you read this monique, call me! oh wait, i have to call you cos its my turn -_______-
speaking of phonecalls, i had a pretty productive conversation with a certain someone whos going up on my hottie list..
HA. only by one spot though -_____- cos RIN, is my top 15 then katie leung, then some other hot people, then.. HM haha
yeah, it wasnt that hard to say things, but im pretty scuuuurred revealing anything, cos i wanna watch myself.
and as long as i watch myself, i wont make as much mistakes as i did in the past.
and if its nothing like the past then it'll be muuuuch better.
if its much better then im muuuuuuch happier.
and if im much happier, THEN its a good thing for everyone!
THEN THAT COULD BE THE BIGGEST CHANGE OF ALL.
im prettty happy to start with anyways, cos a certain someone's unlimited source of happiness and smiles and all the good stuff is rubbing off on me. sort of.
and it feels good.
but now that i thought about it, i sort of spoke too much to the point that i didnt let you express yourself -____-
haha gg for me. i always find a way to mess up in a way.
HM.
lala.
have a nice day everyone!
okay im hungry.
Friday, January 2, 2009
i like your hugth
you know who you are.
your hugs are warm.
haha.
and i remember putting "someone that can keep me warm" on who i'd like to meet.
SOOOOOOOOO.
mmmmmmmaybe. idk.
you know? i dont. haha
yeeee.
i needa shower..
and start on my fcking book!
and start on katherines project -______-
your hugs are warm.
haha.
and i remember putting "someone that can keep me warm" on who i'd like to meet.
SOOOOOOOOO.
mmmmmmmaybe. idk.
you know? i dont. haha
yeeee.
i needa shower..
and start on my fcking book!
and start on katherines project -______-
jamie fang, where are you
sorry jamie. i was really tryna wait for you to get back before i started this. but i hope you understand. usually i'd talk to you about these things buuuuut yeah.
okaaaay so. ITS A START OF A NEW YEAR.
todaaay i woke up and got up. my throat wasnt as bad today as it usually was. i went to go work out a bit til 10 ish then i toook a shower .
then i got a bit hungry so i made some sausage egg cheese muffin thinggy and ate it with tabasco and chips.
it didnt taste as good as i remember it to be. but oh well.
i got dressed to go to lunch for kelvin's semi-late bday with tim, phillip, tawnya, monique, (hehe) adriana and kristen.
i drove to tim's and phillip's and got on our way to bananananana baay.
hmmm we met up at around 12 to find out that the girls would arrive a "little" late -______-
so we were like uuuuuh gg. so we ordered appetizers and stuff and talked/caught up since we havent been together in a while.
band of brothers talk!
THEN THE GIRLS FINALLY CAME.
tim predicted that tawnya would sit by me acrosss from phillip, and monique on my other side.
AND HE WAS RIGHT!
HES NOT A GENIUS, BUT HE OFTEN GETS REALLY LUCKY haha
while adriana would most likely sit by monique across from kristen.
first time i met kristen and adriana.
LAWLZ kelvin.
SOOOO it took us a while before we ordered cos kristen/monique/adriana wont make up their minds.
monique...haha -______- she smelled nice today, for once.
i ordered some fried rice, but didnt finish it. WTF, right? idk. i was just thinking too much. cos i didnt wanna look like a pig since monique didnt even order her own food.
PLUS i mightve been already full from bfast. but you know. idk.
yeaaaah.
HMMMM we finished eating so i told the waiter that it was kelvin bday so he brought him icecream with a candle on top.
yum! but he finished it. whaaaaat a gay guy!
we sorta sat there for a little longer while monique and adriana were going through my phone. reading my text messages i believe.
but its okay! theres nothing to hide ^____^ but it still bothered me haha.
we went outside to chiiiiiiilll.
and we REALLY did "chill" cos it was fkcingkljjfkljklsadjlg COOOOOLD! haha. but oh waaaaails.
we talked a bit and stufff. and sooon enough i had to go so i asked monique to go with me to walk/talk.
BUT i really didnt talk much..
cos..
too much pressure!
haha yeah, i brainfart and stuff, but i couldnt help but realize that she loooked sorta kinda, but not really, pretty today. haha.
we sat down and this old lady started talking to her in...idk some language LOL.
but yeah when i had to go i came back to realization that i GG failed today cos i felt like today didnt go as well as it shouldve -____-
on my way back home, i felt miserable cos i wanted to stay and or at least turn back time to start this day and actually get something done! i had so much to say to monique, or i thought i did, buuuuuut i ran back into my shell. i coulda at least ran somewhere to buy kelvin a better present.
OR IF I DIDNT EAT THE BANANA CREAM PIE THAT WE BOUGHT FOR HIM EARLIER THIS WEEK.. -______-
but i think she understands (: or by me being able to feel comfortable enough to write it down on my blog entries, she'll be able to know some of my thoughts and stuff. and same goes for everybody else!
cos really, i tend to keep things to myself, or something i dont know how to say it in person or on the phone and so i decide to not say it.
welll then i played tennis wearing my USC hoodie and sweats and i felt warm :]
then i got home. got online. and im not eating dinner with my family cos i dont feeel like eating =/
but seriously
2009=change
okaaaay so. ITS A START OF A NEW YEAR.
todaaay i woke up and got up. my throat wasnt as bad today as it usually was. i went to go work out a bit til 10 ish then i toook a shower .
then i got a bit hungry so i made some sausage egg cheese muffin thinggy and ate it with tabasco and chips.
it didnt taste as good as i remember it to be. but oh well.
i got dressed to go to lunch for kelvin's semi-late bday with tim, phillip, tawnya, monique, (hehe) adriana and kristen.
i drove to tim's and phillip's and got on our way to bananananana baay.
hmmm we met up at around 12 to find out that the girls would arrive a "little" late -______-
so we were like uuuuuh gg. so we ordered appetizers and stuff and talked/caught up since we havent been together in a while.
band of brothers talk!
THEN THE GIRLS FINALLY CAME.
tim predicted that tawnya would sit by me acrosss from phillip, and monique on my other side.
AND HE WAS RIGHT!
HES NOT A GENIUS, BUT HE OFTEN GETS REALLY LUCKY haha
while adriana would most likely sit by monique across from kristen.
first time i met kristen and adriana.
LAWLZ kelvin.
SOOOO it took us a while before we ordered cos kristen/monique/adriana wont make up their minds.
monique...haha -______- she smelled nice today, for once.
i ordered some fried rice, but didnt finish it. WTF, right? idk. i was just thinking too much. cos i didnt wanna look like a pig since monique didnt even order her own food.
PLUS i mightve been already full from bfast. but you know. idk.
yeaaaah.
HMMMM we finished eating so i told the waiter that it was kelvin bday so he brought him icecream with a candle on top.
yum! but he finished it. whaaaaat a gay guy!
we sorta sat there for a little longer while monique and adriana were going through my phone. reading my text messages i believe.
but its okay! theres nothing to hide ^____^ but it still bothered me haha.
we went outside to chiiiiiiilll.
and we REALLY did "chill" cos it was fkcingkljjfkljklsadjlg COOOOOLD! haha. but oh waaaaails.
we talked a bit and stufff. and sooon enough i had to go so i asked monique to go with me to walk/talk.
BUT i really didnt talk much..
cos..
too much pressure!
haha yeah, i brainfart and stuff, but i couldnt help but realize that she loooked sorta kinda, but not really, pretty today. haha.
we sat down and this old lady started talking to her in...idk some language LOL.
but yeah when i had to go i came back to realization that i GG failed today cos i felt like today didnt go as well as it shouldve -____-
on my way back home, i felt miserable cos i wanted to stay and or at least turn back time to start this day and actually get something done! i had so much to say to monique, or i thought i did, buuuuuut i ran back into my shell. i coulda at least ran somewhere to buy kelvin a better present.
OR IF I DIDNT EAT THE BANANA CREAM PIE THAT WE BOUGHT FOR HIM EARLIER THIS WEEK.. -______-
but i think she understands (: or by me being able to feel comfortable enough to write it down on my blog entries, she'll be able to know some of my thoughts and stuff. and same goes for everybody else!
cos really, i tend to keep things to myself, or something i dont know how to say it in person or on the phone and so i decide to not say it.
welll then i played tennis wearing my USC hoodie and sweats and i felt warm :]
then i got home. got online. and im not eating dinner with my family cos i dont feeel like eating =/
but seriously
2009=change
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