Friday, January 2, 2009

jamie fang, where are you

sorry jamie. i was really tryna wait for you to get back before i started this. but i hope you understand. usually i'd talk to you about these things buuuuut yeah.

okaaaay so. ITS A START OF A NEW YEAR.
todaaay i woke up and got up. my throat wasnt as bad today as it usually was. i went to go work out a bit til 10 ish then i toook a shower .
then i got a bit hungry so i made some sausage egg cheese muffin thinggy and ate it with tabasco and chips.
it didnt taste as good as i remember it to be. but oh well.
i got dressed to go to lunch for kelvin's semi-late bday with tim, phillip, tawnya, monique, (hehe) adriana and kristen.
i drove to tim's and phillip's and got on our way to bananananana baay.
hmmm we met up at around 12 to find out that the girls would arrive a "little" late -______-
so we were like uuuuuh gg. so we ordered appetizers and stuff and talked/caught up since we havent been together in a while.
band of brothers talk!
THEN THE GIRLS FINALLY CAME.
tim predicted that tawnya would sit by me acrosss from phillip, and monique on my other side.
AND HE WAS RIGHT!
HES NOT A GENIUS, BUT HE OFTEN GETS REALLY LUCKY haha
while adriana would most likely sit by monique across from kristen.
first time i met kristen and adriana.
LAWLZ kelvin.
SOOOO it took us a while before we ordered cos kristen/monique/adriana wont make up their minds.
monique...haha -______- she smelled nice today, for once.
i ordered some fried rice, but didnt finish it. WTF, right? idk. i was just thinking too much. cos i didnt wanna look like a pig since monique didnt even order her own food.
PLUS i mightve been already full from bfast. but you know. idk.
yeaaaah.
HMMMM we finished eating so i told the waiter that it was kelvin bday so he brought him icecream with a candle on top.
yum! but he finished it. whaaaaat a gay guy!
we sorta sat there for a little longer while monique and adriana were going through my phone. reading my text messages i believe.
but its okay! theres nothing to hide ^____^ but it still bothered me haha.
we went outside to chiiiiiiilll.
and we REALLY did "chill" cos it was fkcingkljjfkljklsadjlg COOOOOLD! haha. but oh waaaaails.
we talked a bit and stufff. and sooon enough i had to go so i asked monique to go with me to walk/talk.
BUT i really didnt talk much..
cos..
too much pressure!
haha yeah, i brainfart and stuff, but i couldnt help but realize that she loooked sorta kinda, but not really, pretty today. haha.
we sat down and this old lady started talking to her in...idk some language LOL.
but yeah when i had to go i came back to realization that i GG failed today cos i felt like today didnt go as well as it shouldve -____-

on my way back home, i felt miserable cos i wanted to stay and or at least turn back time to start this day and actually get something done! i had so much to say to monique, or i thought i did, buuuuuut i ran back into my shell. i coulda at least ran somewhere to buy kelvin a better present.
OR IF I DIDNT EAT THE BANANA CREAM PIE THAT WE BOUGHT FOR HIM EARLIER THIS WEEK.. -______-
but i think she understands (: or by me being able to feel comfortable enough to write it down on my blog entries, she'll be able to know some of my thoughts and stuff. and same goes for everybody else!
cos really, i tend to keep things to myself, or something i dont know how to say it in person or on the phone and so i decide to not say it.

welll then i played tennis wearing my USC hoodie and sweats and i felt warm :]
then i got home. got online. and im not eating dinner with my family cos i dont feeel like eating =/

but seriously
2009=change


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