hmmm

so there's this guy i've heard about who writes about the things he liked about this particular girl in his cellphone everyday.
i think that's pretty cute.
so i think i'll be doing the same.
not everyday though, but...maybe a couple a week.

im gonna start with the very first thing i noticed about you.
i took a quick glance in your direction as i found myself making eye-contact with you.
i remember it very well.
it was on a friday afternoon while me, thomas, and jamie were walking to the bathroom to put off a fire.
you knew it was me, and i was unsure if it was you, but i found it hard to look away.
but you were hiding from me in a way, behind the crowd.
as we came back out the bathroom, i looked for you and made eye-contact with you again.
that's when i told myself that your eyes seemed to reflect a million smiles.
eyes that twinkled, mimicking the stars found at night.
later on, i asked if it was you who i saw, but you denied it.
so i secretly awaited for the next time i'd lay my eyes upon hers.
but, i was quite sure it was you that i saw, but i didn't know what to do or what to say.
i knew i'd see you again, and i did.
the first thing i noticed were, again, your eyes.
i ask myself, why the eyes? why do your eyes stand out? why why why?
and you gave me a weird look and quickly looked away as if you knew that i knew it was you.
i got to look in your eyes from a distance, i seemed content that i didnt even say hi.
soon enough, i find myself looking in your eyes once again, this time to see the reflection of my eyes looking at yours.
your eyes revealed alot about you.
such characteristics that i longed to affect me.
whenever you looked at me, i felt the happiness, the optimism, the desire for wonder, and the warmth you brought along.
i get lost looking in your eyes just to find out that whenever i look in them, i feel comfortable.
almost being able to forget about all the troubles and difficulties and just smile.
yes.
i see the happiness that reflect in your eyes whenever you see me.
and i know it.
i see it in your eyes.
and it makes it easier for me to trust you when you tell me pleasant things because your eyes tell me so.

yes, i admit that the stars, and diamonds envy the glint in your eyes.
is it possible that your eyes is the world's source of happiness?

and now i know where to look when i seek happiness.
whenever i feel down.
whenever i need someone.
i look to you.
i look in your eyes.


hmmmm.
yes, the very first thing i noticed about you.
your eyes.