Sunday, January 25, 2009

monique's blogspot

is ugly LAWLZ.
sorry :]
anyway.
we're wearing our sweaters tomorrow, RIGHT JAMIE?!
you better wear it.
OMG SECOND SEMESTER!
i wonder if i got good grades..

uhhhh what'd i do today..
woke up, shower, watched the celtics game, played tennis, drove to brea to play more tennis, drove home, ate el pollo loco and pizza, phone with luff, wash dishes, clippers game.
yes -_-

i have a callous/blister on my right hand on the bottom of my index finger on the palm area and it hurts like a bitch.
i could barely hold my racket when i played tennis in the afternoon.
and to think that i have a tournament this weekend again..
i hope my hand holds up, or it pops asap so it wont hurt on the weekend.
or i hope i dont have to play with such pain.
we'll see.

HMMMM, my luff is at grandmas house right now.
and there's nothing to do right now..
except watch the clippers game and play ps2.
BUT i would like to take this time to write about another thing i like about you.
hmmmm
i know some people..AHEM JAMIE.. thats run across people who dont know how to hug.
haha giving someone a hug isn't only a form of greeting, or a way to show acknowledgement/affection, or even a reaction from an emotion of some sort.
a hug can tell/show alot about somebody.
for instance, someone that would hug you, but barely touch you, doesnt show much.. except that they dont wanna touch you.
probably because, that person is shy therefore, is somewhat questionable.
some people give out quick hugs.. types you'd give to FRIENDS ONLY AND NOTHING ELSE.
so it's sort of a hint that they're not interested or something.
some people dont even bother reaching out their arms.
shows THE EFFORT THEY PUT IN.

a hug really does tell alot about the person, and their feelings and such.
your hugs show me your caring side, and gives me the confidence that you know/ you'll know how to treat me right and show me a good time.
since you know how to "hug", it pretty much tells me the matureness...
if that makes sense.
when you hug me, it feels like you dont wanna let go.
its not quick and lame.
and i like that.
with you not wanting to let go shows me my worth to you.
and i thank you for showing me that i matter.
because everytime i need something/someone to restore confidence or happiness or when i need to "refresh", you come to the rescue. MY rescue.
because you actually do care a whole lot about me, my happiness and my well being.
not only do you show me through words, you also show me through action.. your hugs being one of the many examples.
i love that about you.
i am very very very very very very very lucky to have you in my life.
hmmm i dont wanna go on cos then i'd start talking about something else i like about you.
NEED TO FOCUS ON THE TOPIC: YOUR HUGS.

hmmmm
i like when you squeeze me and hold me tight.
its able to not only keep me warm, but let me know that im in the right place.
cos your hugs are comfortable.
like how its comfortable to be home?
so im home in your arms?
yknow?!
the feeeling i get when you give me a hug, is sorta like...
the sort of sensation YOU get when you eat lee's sandwiches with soy milk.
YEP, i bet.
haha
hmmmm i also like that im able to sniff your hair when we hug.
cos it smells good :]
every, single, time.
smells sooooooooo good.
you probably arent aware -_-

too much of one thing can be bad.
but lemme tell you this,
too much of you is never bad.
too much of your hugs is never bad.
there could never be too much of you and your hugs.
keeeep it coming.
cos it wont fill me up.
well it does..
LOL

"you fill me up...
emotionally and i dont have to unbutton my pants"

im in like with you and your hugs.

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