Saturday, January 3, 2009

last saturday of winter break..and im starting to lean the other way.

wow, i've been waking up at exactly 8 30 every morning, if not earlier haha. wow, i am wasting electricity. i turned on the tv in the living room, walked back into my room turned on my computer and my tv. haha. I HAVE NOT EATEN FOR 19 HOURS. im kinda hungry, buuuuut whatevs! i dont wanna look haha.

so last night, i had a series of many different dreams. sort of like a flashback of 2008? cos i kept running into the same people at the same place i was with them last year. haha.

sooo, i just thought that this can be a very public place, so people can read this any time. HMMMM.. well thats okay, they'll get to know the real me? and my thoughts and all the goood stuff. only the ones that care would really read all my posts. haha. SPEAKING OF POSTS, I NEED TO CORRECT MYSELF FROM MY VERY IRST POST, THE PREDICTION THAT THE PEOPLE WOULD SIT AT THOSE PLACES WASNT FROM TIM'S BRAIN, IT WAS FROM PHILLIP. sorry phillip. i totally forgot. well idk. BUT YEAH. now i corrected it for everyone to see and know haha. BUT STILL, you DO get pretty lucky also. i hope you read this and i wanna let you know that i love you....not. haha

as i woke up this morning, my mom filled me in with my schedule for today.
12- meet up with coach and yeah.. i dont really wanna go.
2-tennis at brea but i get to leave earlye BECAUSE..
4/5?- off to my cousins house at chino hills! havent seen that nigga in quite a while. haha or 2 months?

and thats it. yup weekends=tennis. haha.
HM if you read this monique, call me! oh wait, i have to call you cos its my turn -_______-

speaking of phonecalls, i had a pretty productive conversation with a certain someone whos going up on my hottie list..
HA. only by one spot though -_____- cos RIN, is my top 15 then katie leung, then some other hot people, then.. HM haha
yeah, it wasnt that hard to say things, but im pretty scuuuurred revealing anything, cos i wanna watch myself.
and as long as i watch myself, i wont make as much mistakes as i did in the past.
and if its nothing like the past then it'll be muuuuch better.
if its much better then im muuuuuuch happier.
and if im much happier, THEN its a good thing for everyone!
THEN THAT COULD BE THE BIGGEST CHANGE OF ALL.
im prettty happy to start with anyways, cos a certain someone's unlimited source of happiness and smiles and all the good stuff is rubbing off on me. sort of.
and it feels good.
but now that i thought about it, i sort of spoke too much to the point that i didnt let you express yourself -____-
haha gg for me. i always find a way to mess up in a way.
HM.

lala.
have a nice day everyone!


okay im hungry.

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