phillip cannot wait for my blogs

okay so celtics have dropped 3 in a row.
LAWLZ. suckers. hmmm lakers have to win tonight. they better. or else!
haha trevor ariza and kobe are gonna get some spanking from rachel haha. LMAO hes called the cobra. hehe

ANYWAY.
i am currently waiting for monique to finish her homowork while i watch the laker game/ play nba live 08.
i already finished my spanish hw and my math hw.
i still have the ethan frome outline and physics hw to start.
buuuuuuuut hehe. im too lazy.
DUDE SUN YUE'S PLAYING RIGHT NOW LOLOLOLOL.
gg for warriors now.

hmmmm.
dang.
i want a trevor ariza jersey.
or even a sasha vujacic jersey!
haha that'd be bomb.
i should save up for it for my bday present -_-
but then again.
i already told myself i'd save my money.
aaaaah

i still want those flannels from forever21! haha man.
and... those dc jackets from pacsun -_-

whatever.
i'll hustle for the money.
haha.


so this morning, monique texted me first! but i shouldve been the first one to text cos i had to think about what to say.
haha.
it really is a nice feeling =] YAKNOW, to know that someone, somewhere is thinking about setting the mood for my day.
i mean i wouldnt know, cos im always the one giving and getting nothing in return.
and i always get the short end of the stick, or im always...eh idk.
but i dont really or i didnt really make a big deal about it cos i just went with the flow..yet in the back of my mind it wasnt all that great.
but NOW, hmmmmmm :]
hopefulllly this feeeeling never leaves. coos im getting used to it haha<3

i have gone through lies, misleadings, bs, arguments, and all that bunch. i've made numerous mistakes, but each and every time i try to look back and try not to repeat what i've done because i want things to improve and get better. as much as i'd like for the other person to be the type im looking for, i know it starts with me first. i know that i have to be willing to try and perform to be able to get what i deserve. and im trying. i really am. i want what i deserve. i wanna be happy. i wanna be comfortable.



and soooo far so good :]


and yes, im talking to kristen right now.
haha kristenbeezy.
lame.
very lame.
anyway, hi!


hurry up with the hw monique -_-