110

was tonight's magic number for the lakers.
to celtics' 109.


went to overtime.


only highlight of my day.

spanish quiz tomorrow.
physics test tomorrow.
english benchmark tomorrow.
friday tomorrow.
rain tomorrow.
ugh.

i feel really really really depressed.
for some reason.
i can blame the rain.
i can blame school.
i can blame bynum.
i can blame many other things/people.
but i choose to blame myself.
because only i can really make an effort to keep myself up.

unless someone is willing to come and save me.

when the sun shines, you'd think it'll last.
but we forget that it can still rain.
and when it rains, it can pour.


iiiiii just wanna be happy.
and i cant even do that for myself.
and why would i even expect anybody to do it for me?

i just want you to be content.
but i dont even know if im doing a good job.
i wanna be able to help my friends.
but i dont even know if i've made an impact.
i wanna say "your welcome".
but how can i, when i dont even get "thank you" s.


i thought i can make myself happy.
i mean i can, but i know for a fact, it's only possible if you somewhat contribute.
any household supply wouldn't function without electricity.
plants and trees wont grow without sunlight and water.
cars wont move without gas.
nba isnt basketball without kobe.

and i know forsure i cant be happ without your help.

fullproof.

gnite.


fck... another valentines day coming up.